I really wish you could understand

You never will.How do I tell you it can be fixedWhen it's not even broken?How can I tell you it's all wrongWhen there's not a single thing out of place?And how can I explain what's bothering meWhen there's nothing there to begin with?I want you to understand.See what I seeHear what I hearThink what I thinkFeel what I feelI want for one day you to be in my positionThen maybe you could tell meWhy I...
April 14th, 2009 at 12:19am

Ahahahahaha. So be it.

Stop yelling at meIt's not fair when I can't speakStop listening to everyoneIts not fair when I can't hearStop looking for reasonsIt's not fair when I can't seeStop telling me about your emotionsIt's not fair when I can't feelI'll count to threeClose my eyes and make a wishGet down to oneAnd end up not giving two shitsI'll stick aroundLaughing as if I did belongAnd end up in the backWith the same...
April 14th, 2009 at 12:17am

Curiosity is a funny thing sometimes

I did it[I turned away]Because I can't stay put[I stay ignorant]Because I don't prefer reality[I changed the subject]Because I can't keep a straight face[I lied]Because I didn't want to miss you[I kept quiet]Because I didn't have anything to say[I didn't replied]Because I never wanted to say good byeI did it[I forget about you]Because I get carried away[I get depressed]Because I always ignore it[I...
April 14th, 2009 at 12:15am

This is my kind of place

To get you to realize just how tired I am...You only saw the dark side of meBring me back to my realityI have lost my belief..."I don't know what I could sayTo get you to listen and hear how serious I amI don't know what I could doTo get you to see what it is exactly that you're doing to meI'm don't know what it'll takeTo just get you to understand"Without you I fail in every wayPicture a world...
April 14th, 2009 at 12:14am

Mumble

Words don't mean muchWhen you're not expecting to hear themPhrases don't cause any reactionWhen they're the same ones used day after daySentences don't affect youWhen they're used for casual chatterWords; however; mean alotWhen they come out of nowhere and catch you off gaurdPhrases; however; cause a major reactionWhen they're the ones you'd never thought you'd hearSentences; however; break you...
March 30th, 2009 at 11:36pm

What if I told you to just go away?

What if I told you to stop talking; because I won't listen?And what if I told you to stop listening; because I won't say a word?What if I told you to stop watching; because I'll never be what you want?And what if I told you to stop hoping; because I'll never be the miracle you wish for?What if right when we met I told you to just walk away?What would you say?And what if I said it wasn't because I...
February 25th, 2009 at 09:52pm

You can try

To be what you dream ofWhat you pray to beWhat you wish to beAnd still it makes no difference"Close the doors! Can't you see that I'm blind?!"You can screamUntil your throat rupturesYour voice rebelsUntil you think people on the other side of the world can hear youAnd yet it makes no difference"Stop yelling! Can't you tell that I'm deaf?!"You can rememberEvery memoryEvery wordAny dayAnd still...
February 25th, 2009 at 09:48pm

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[16:22] x*drunkendrummer*x: Wow...So ok; I completely mis-read that....[16:22] Aleanderapo: how did u?[16:22] x*drunkendrummer*x: Idk; I took it as you saying I was like a drug in the "I want you for excitment" Kind of way.[16:23] x*drunkendrummer*x: =\[16:23] Aleanderapo: yeah it praticaly is[16:23] x*drunkendrummer*x: Ok; so nvm; no I didn't. xD[16:25] x*drunkendrummer*x: Hmm...*sits down on the...
December 31st, 2008 at 08:32pm

Simply me.

I was never good at hello's and I always avoid goodbyesI hate the thought of somthing new and loath an endingI'm not the best at greetings and delay in seperationsSo....I need someone. Somthing. To skip all of that.Fuck the hello's; just come up and give me a hug while telling me your name.Act like you've known me for years; chase the awkwardness away with playful slaps and kisses.Tell me how your...
December 30th, 2008 at 03:49pm

Honesty

i want to give it all awaymeet a stranger with tired eyesand problems of their ownbe swept away into the nightand fill the part of me i lost years agobut being constantly voidisnt something ive grown to loveso waking up broken isnt anything newi want someone to see meand really truly see medecide for themselves by my appearance alone that im someone worthtaking time oni want to meet someonewho...
December 6th, 2008 at 03:39pm

Who knew there was a third party?

Just curious.How many of you people out there believe in the evolution of the mind or different species of human?Do you think it could be possible for things such as telekinetics; [like the one in the new movie Push]; or maybe even mythological creatures to actually exsist?And also curious..Does anyone know the statistics of the precentage of people who have M.P.D. [Multiple Personality...
December 6th, 2008 at 03:24pm

So guess qhat...

I can't fucking wait...Finally.Years and years.And the time has come.This friday.Will be my first and last.Everything will change.And I won't care.I'll lose so much.And I won't mind.I'll gain so much.And I'll be ready.I'm more than excited.I'm excstatic.No; I'm even more than that.I'm vervous and happy and scared and impatiant.I'm so many things right now.I'm surprised I'm still breathing what...
December 4th, 2008 at 09:29pm

"Don't fall in love with me."

"Can I just love you instead?"It's funny.It's funny how just one person you hardly know can make you cry or laugh or get madHow a simple story can over-come you and make it all you think aboutHow a poem can describe exactly how you're feeling just when you think no one could understandHow a small sentence could ruin or complete a lifeAnd how a little word can set off so muchI want to be able to do...
December 1st, 2008 at 08:56pm

Just what I needed; another place to be ignored.

What impact could a silly insane little girl like me make on the world?How stupid I was to think I could actually be someone.So I'll waste another breath and apologize for not being good enough.I know what you're probably thinking."What a stupid little emo girl. This is a waste of my time."But what if you were to read on and show you just what society could do to a person?What if you could...
October 22nd, 2008 at 07:50pm