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awww!!!
well read it when you can!!!
hahahaha
its pathetic how happy all the story comments make me. hahahaha.
im thankful that you always leave one :D

hahahaha
ahhh thats such a heavy topic for me.
it scares the shit out of me and thrills me to pieces at the same time.
like writing (like the story type writing) is really cool but its kind of...relaxing?
that seems wrong, but it just kind of is
what really gives me a thrill is music.
just singing and playing guitar and god, i think id LOVE to perform.

hahahahhaha okay, i'll look forward to you telling me about how kickass your art is and look even further to when youre masterpieces are hanging in the metropolitan.

but yeah, i know
at least we have life
but i dont believe the point of life is just to live.
i think the point is to do something that affects other people, or the world or just...something that matters you know?
i dont want to live just for myself.
thats easy, but i dont want to.

mm yeah. i dont know. it COULD be extreme...but then again i think that might be pretty accurate.
im so scared i'll spend my life in a job i hate wishing id gone for something else.
you know?
that scares the shit out of me.

but yeah! kick their asses!
I KNOW YOU CAN!!!

hahhhaha

ohhh the update!

haha i wasnt sure if it was that great, but i guess people actually liked it?
hah or they just really want to kidnap me and force me to write the next chapter.
i will tryyy, i promise.

but yeah, if youre into art, then go for it!
and even if you cant draw, you can always learn you know?
i think if thats really what you want to do, you should kind of throw yourself into it.
hm
i think i should take my own advice.

hahahahahahahhaa
im just overly argumentative
haha and i think about things too much.
but i guess these are "flaws" i kind of like about myself, so whatever.
maybe i will?
hahaha i dont know
i think id lvoe to be a musician.
its so hard though, to figure out what you want to do
or even if you know what you want
to figure out if you will, or if you can.
you know?

hahahahah well thank you, i dont think im a violent person either!

yeah, i thought that aspect of it was a little out of line
i mean sure sure, you can say that the casualty with which violence is thrown around these days is a little bit umm... i dont know, unwise,
but when it comes down to it, we all know that violence is bad, and its not the answer
and its up to us to make decisions based on that
and not to blame it on the media
cause the media only influences us so much.
people just dont like to take responsibility for their actions.

and yeah boo the internet :(

hahahah i hate when that happens!!!!
its really frustrating. computers suck sometimes.
hahaha

HMM
oh haha we had this assembly called "rachel's challenge" yesterday, and its about the first girl that was killed in columbine
and it was really sad and all
but they were talking about how violent music and movies make you a violent person
and all i could think was

"what you got under your shirt will make em pay for the things that they did!!"

hahaha

but seriously. i am not a violent person!

hahahahh what! youve updated!!!!

AHHH i have to read thatttt but im really supposed to be writing an article right nowwww
hahaha ill save it for later when i have time to enjoy it.

hahah thanks for that ;)

and i dont know, youre right of course, about not being able to force writing
but i dont know, i havent had a case of writers block yet, just sometimes you need to take five minutes or so to stop and think and refocus on where the story's going...
haahahha

so yeah, even though you cant tell where the plot is going (which i hope you meant as a good thing!) it IS going somewhereeeee.

hahahahahaha god!
there are so many reasons for people to not love my story
hahah
but its so gratifying that people do love it!

and yeah, but in spite of all my business i should really try and update more.
i mean seriously, you guys deserve it.

hahahahahah yeahhh i dont know.
i can do a little of eac h but itd just be really cool.
its amazing how good people are and itd be really amazing to listen to what people your age can do.
you know?
like i never thought anyone would actually read and like my story
its kind of...still mindblowing.
haahah

but yeah.
godddd homework has been such a bitch.
i think im gonna update today, but i feel really terrible that its taken me so LONG.
:(

hahahah did it?

but yeah it is. mmph.
i was in a really strange mood when i wrote that.
hm.

sometimes i wish mibba had like a music section.
you know?
where you can record stuff and put it up and let people listen to it.
well i guess theres the radio thing
but i dont know.
youd still have to find a way to record stuff...
hm

just a thought...

yeah. its just so weird when they dont.
gosh life is strangee.
its complex and huge and really uncertain.
and so many things.
i cant even name...

yeah EXACTLY.

i dont knowww i guess theres nothing we can do.
it still sucks though.
mcr deserved way more recognition
it really confuses me
like...gauging their popularity.
because i love them and think theyre amazing and i really just cant comprehend how people dont love them...you know?
and its just really weird to me when they dont win every sigle award out there
i mean i could understand it if it was a good band or artist or whatever
but i dont know
its just strange...i dont know if you even know what im talking about!
hahaha

mmm yeah i really hope so, for her sake!

and yeahh the vmas arent really a big deal here...
like, they are, but its not the hugest thing.
if mcr had been nominated however.......
hahahhahaha
i was disappointed when i realized they werent.
i mean come on, what the hell!!!

hahaha you have a GREAT life.
you SHOULD write a sequel.
it was cute!

but yeah, britney...gosh. really, im just kinda sad for her.
that was such a great opportunity!!!
oh well.
and i didnt know panic was there!
was it a performance?
was it good?

ohhhhhhh yeah.
its gimme more.
and its terrible. godd....

umm. panic? really?
im not sure, cause i couldnt force myself through britneys performance and thus didnt watch the rest
i know fall out boys in there...and im not sure who else....
HM.

awww thank you

yeah the time difference is slightly mind boggling...

and i dont think the vmas were very good...
i watched britneys opening performance
and then gave up on the whole thing

god it was awful
i mean, youd think she would step it up
because this was her big chance!
you know?
but she didnt...it was just....it seemed like she hadn't practiced at all and that she didnt know what she was doing and she was so OBVIOUSLY lip synching!

GOD.
i would have 2735-2482--3-4820234804803405747823578234088044023480 TIMES RATHER SEEN GERARD UP THERE.

HE wouldve given them a GREAT opening
hahhaa.

hahahah i know!
i felt so proud
hahahaah

grrr. im ABOUT to go to school and im just waking upp

gahhhhhhhhh.