April 18th, 2009 :: 10:37PM
Somone :: yeah so theres someone i've been worried about lately. they're really screwing their life up.. and theres nothing left i can do to help..
Feeling :: happy. things are going good lately.
Hearing :: a day to remember - the downfall of us


so yeah, lifes been going pretty good for me lately. except for the fact that everyones changed so much. thats something that i can't deal with anymore..


My jealousy of others


Story Title
Famous Faces:: The main character(s)
Scenes:: Chapters?
Status:: Active; Hiatus; Finished
Title Credit:: Song?, Person?, Other?

Story Title
Famous Faces:: The main character(s)
Scenes:: Chapters?
Status:: Active; Hiatus; Finished
Title Credit:: Song?, Person?, Other?









Life is about; trusting your feelings, taking chances,losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories and learning from your mistakes and realizing people always change. true friends will be there throughout it all

i'm deanna

• i'm a very jealous person
• i hate people who think they own the place
• since september 2008, i've realized who my real friends are
• i regret half the things i've done in my life
• i have 2 people i can talk to about anything and know they wont judge me
• i can't make eye contact with the person i like for a long time
• i can be smart, i just don't apply myself
• i'm disappointed in who i've become
• i like going to school, only to see my friends
• no one knows everything about me
• i'm afraid to be myself around people, even my friends
• i hate sitting in the front of the class
• i've done a million things i promised myself and others i said i wouldn't do
• i think everyone hates me
• i can't take compliments, i just don't work that way
• i always wonder what everything would be like if i wasn't here
• i hate when people walk out of my life without and explination and then walk right back in like they've been there the whole time
• i hate being ignored more then anything
• i'm not independant at all. i depend on everyone and everything
• i make things awkward when they shouldn't be
•i actually hate that my mom doesn't care what i do or what my grades are
• i'm afraid of getting close to people
• i'm bad at keeping a conversation going after the small talk
• i can't go in open water or closed spaces
• i don't like it when people treat me like im stupid
• once i'm done highschool, i want to move to peterborough with my sister
• i hate when people try to cover up the things they've said or done with compliments, excuses or more lies.
• it pisses me off beyond belief when people make plans with me and then change them without letting me know
• i've never had a serious injury. the worse was spraining my wrist on canada day
• i'm afraid of big dogs.
• i'm not sure i even have a best friend anymore

thats pretty much my fucked up life.

Be creative
Be unique
Be arrogant
Be yourself


Erinnnn.xo Carleyyy XxMusicxX shades.of.blue xtypicalx Hurt LoveStruck

fuckmylife.

Sometimes I wish you would pay more attention to my favourite songs because the lyrics they sing are the word that I'm too scared to say.

It's crazy right? To love someone who's hurt you. It's crazier to think that someone who loves you hurt you.