oh how things have changed, little world!

So I feel a bit pathetic by writing a journal entry I know no one will care about or even bother to read but I'm really bored right now and I'm putting off sleep because I don't feel like changing into my PJs and taking out my contact lenses.So I was going through my journal entries just now and I read the one where I'm my 13 year old me who's having a drama trauma because I misunderstood what my...
February 18th, 2012 at 02:28am

i remember when i wanted to be called lilly, not helena

Uh hi.I haven't been here in sort of a long time. Well, I have, but I haven't posted a chapter in ages. So, yeah, uh, this is my apology to my wife for being so unfaithful.I'm sorry, mibba-wife, I've been unfaithful.Truth is, though, that I've had plenty of time to write but I just haven't felt like it, and I haven't had too much of that inspiration, even though I've mapped out Never Speak Again...
June 12th, 2011 at 07:17pm

I Would've Never Thought That This Would Ever Happen

There's a boy that I'm faintly acquainted with who's always smiling, always laughing, always joking around, and always with friends.He doesn't necessarily have all the best grades but the teachers find him funny, some like him.He's laid-back. He goes to parties with his friends. He has a girlfriend and all of his friends love him. Everyone knows his name.Today I found that that same boy, the...
April 21st, 2010 at 05:46pm

Oh Lawd!

Why hello there!So, I was recently reading parts of "The Best, the Worst, and the Damned" and I felt like hanging my head in shame.Guess what this means! ;)I'm rewriting it. And it'll be under a new name, as well.On a side note, I feel very unfaithful, like a cheating wife who comes home to make coffee for her husband after having an affair with their pool-boy.Have you ever had that feeling?I...
April 12th, 2010 at 01:55am

Oh, Lordy.

I just recently looked back on my previous journal entries. *rolls eyes* I feel like a such a hormonal pre-teen. (Though, I'm still upset about the move. Why? I have no friends in this country and I hate meat pies with a passion.)Anyway, I've been working on Never Speak Again every single chance I get. I've almost finished the second chapter (I feel so lame admitting that) and I'm happy with how...
March 29th, 2010 at 09:02pm

I'm Moving. To England.

Just so you know, in two weeks, I'm moving to England so I won't be on here much (because I'll have to pack, unpack, "explore the neighborhood," endure my pain in silence, etc).I'll post up a one shot or something, maybe the new and improved chapter of TBNTB. I've been working on it just recently. I may post it tomorrow, the next day, I dunno. Soon.What's got me really bummed, though, is that I...
February 8th, 2010 at 11:58pm

Guys... (not as in boys, just as in you people...what do you mean, "you people"? What do YOU mean, "you people"?)

For Never Speak Again, it's gonna be a little late, because I'm trying hard on focusing on my studies. I'm in eighth grade and it's the most important year for me. I just barely raised up my English grade to a C (because I've been focusing on writing way too much for my health... xP).It'll be up by the first week of February at the latest.I'm sorry, though, because I'd really love for you all to...
January 27th, 2010 at 07:35am

Friends, or Not Friends? That is the Question...and ze Story....

Heyaz.It's been a while with 'Never Speak Again' because I've been trying really hard to make it better than anything I've done. I hope the chapter will be finished before next weekend (and I'm sorry for the delay).I'm sort of weak when it comes to criticism that just hits home (like from my parents...like what happened last week). I've been really mean because I want to take my anger out and I've...
January 23rd, 2010 at 08:14pm

Things Change

One thing I've realized lately is that life sucks sometimes. Theoretically, it doesn't like anyone. It's like that one kid and everyone hates him. That 'everyone' is Life.Meet Life. He's a bag of crap when he's PMS-ing but a sweet little girl and does what you want without a question. He's up and down and he likes roller-coasters. He doesn't like you.Without a question, I love his brother, Living....
January 17th, 2010 at 02:02am

Have you ever felt this way? Like you can't breathe and life is suffocating you?

Have you ever cried and you're not sure why? Maybe it's the things your parents said to you?My mom gave me a lecture just now and she asked me why I'm wasting my time writing if I can't finish and that she won't let me write anymore unless I finish something.I felt so angry and so disappointed. My parents have usually supported me with all the things I've done and this is the first time they've...
January 16th, 2010 at 08:16am

Story, story, story. Sorry I've been so late about this.

As the title says, this entry is about the story I said I would post up last week. Sorry, but it was postponed because I didn't get the chance to go on here and post it up because I've been everywhere, lately. It WAS the holidays.But I will post a new story up but I don't know when. I'd prefer to be on a roll with one story than to have both on hiatus. The story WILL be posted before the close of...
January 2nd, 2010 at 03:26am