He has joined the dark/colorful side! I've always wished this day would come!Dude I'm way too psyched.I really love tattoos... I'm pretty fond of Bill too ;]I thought he'd be one of the few, the proud, the un-tattooed rockstars fo' life but fortunately I was wrongI found this picture on someone else's Twitter after reading his "Twit" announcing that he got his first tat.Him preparing for the tat.I...

Ok This could be the Oliver Sykes story I mentioned.Because really who doesn't love some Oli? Especially us American gals that drool over just the accent!For I am DeathShe listens to the lyrics for what may have been the millionth time. Her ears understanding every growl and scream that the average human could never hope to. Her scowl not leaving her face for a moment. By the time the song ended...

This morning my mother woke me up offering food and a trip to buy a flat iron -which I have been in need of one for a while now- and even though I'd only been asleep a few short hours I got up happily.I got up slowly hearing mom buzzing around the house as she usually does.As I finally started to get ready, I'd just pulled on my pants, my mom starts knocking on my door.I pull it open to see a very...

By being strong willedBy being independentBy being self-sufficientBy not wanting anyone to get close enough to hurt meI see girls with as much personality as dried leaves and faces of no greater appeal walking hand in hand with their boyfriendAm I really that intimidating?Do I really send of that lesbian vibe?How did I offend the male half of the species?Everyone’s always complaining how long...

Or as I call it,Singles Awareness DayEveryone that's ever been single on V day knows what that meansBut what's with this emphasis on love for just a day?Shouldn't we be trying to love everyone all the time?Isn't loving part of being human?If that's so what's the point of having a day devoted to it?In that theory love should be in our lives enough for us not to have a day that focuses on nothing...

Why fear death?It takes us from this vast wasteland which we all seem to travel threw and from the pain that the wasteland burdens on us all.Why are eagles the national birds?I’ve never seen an eagle but I’ve seen a plethora of pigeons.Why isn't Jack (The Pumpkin King) a real person?I’d change my name to Sally.He means well, most real people don’t have a good intention hidden in their...

I always talk about how I can’t take defeat.I must really be hung up on it.But I never win.Ironic isn’t it?If real life is like the sitcoms why isn’t it funny?Why can we find humor in another persons problems but take it personally when someone finds humor in our own misery?Why can some people only be lovers but never friends?Why do they say ‘Committed’ to a hospital?Are you going to be...

A couple of weeks ago I said something like ‘If the fun in life is the mystery why are we always trying to figure it out?’Is it’s a hypocritical question to ask?I’m asking these questions about life to figure it out.I make no sense most of the time.Why don’t people get religion?I guess I only say that because it makes sense to me.I hate the way that I just can’t accept my defeat.I hate...

July 23, 2007When driving past miles and miles of the beautiful desert landscape I can’t think anything besides, ‘I wish the lines on this paper were darker.’And that I belong here.The desert has such a rough exterior but can and does still flourish with life.Even when we can’t/don’t see it.My hand writing inspires me to strap a desktop to my hip.You don’t even want to know where I’d...

A day in the life.Do you really want a day in the life of someone else?Do you really know what’s going on with them behind closed doors?Why is the sky blue?Who really cares right?My views in life are becoming skewed.Will I even recognize them a year from now?Is growth ever to much for someone?Only a person trapped in the past.Why live in the past if there’s so much going on here and now?The...

A million years on this world, could any one tolerate living here that long?That’s why humans can’t live forever, we don’t want to.If forever wasn’t so permanent we’d last it.Tattoos don’t last forever.Only until we die.After we die we decay away our skin turns to nothing more then dust and who’s going to know about the butterfly that you had tattooed on your shoulder?The times we...

My head hurts.Sometimes things look worse in color.Who’d know if a tree fell in a forest and no one was there to hear it?Philosophical thoughts intrigue me on good days and mock me on bad onesEscape the Fate; band with an asshole lead singer,Or one of those intriguing things to think about?How do you escape the fate if you don’t know what’s ahead?Serendipity is seriously over-rated and under...

I think I want my deeper thoughts to be read and not spoken because I’m contemplating getting on to some website where the journals are read by people who’ve never met you or even thought about meeting you, but I’d never speak on emotions out loud.My thoughts don’t run like everyone else’s so sorry if it gets confusing.Today’s only just begun and I already want to go back to sleep and...