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How have u been charmy? long time no talk i miss u imouto! how's kia?

but you're like a mama figure....and plus, its my amazing catch phrase!
i got tired of"allah akbar"

new chapter up for my Decisions story!

and I gotta tell you, the next chapter is going to be SHIT HOT! and I know this cuz I just wrote it =D

*spins in circles*its an amazing world that takes you around the universe and beyond!

Mama!!!!

I made a new youtube account btw. http://www.youtube.com/user/jaymeenicolee I was tried of my old username. :p
Hm, when I logged on and saw when he was last on, it was in january. So I just messaged him anyways. I haven't talked to him since last June when we settled things and were still friends but I dunno. :/
we did have hard lives, but we had eachother babygirl. <3 It is still one of my fave songs as well. I am much happier now that you darling are back in me life. (:
Remember Tanni? My "best friend" -.- Yeah we're not friends anymore. She hooked up with this guy named Jeff, who I liked and she KNEW it. I found out, and one night at out buddy Trevor's house I was looking for a ride home and her ex Erik was there. I asked him for a ride hoime and he gave me one. I was mad and he asked what was wrong and I told him what tanni did. And he was like fucking whore, it is something she would do. Then next day I gave tanni the silent treatment and she was all like 'are you mad at me?' -.- Being the good person I am allowed her back, forgave her and just a couple months ago she texted me when I had a phone saying 'you told Erik about jeff? thanks a lot.' I didn't think about it at first but then I did. So she dropped our friendship over nothign when I should of dropped her ass way back when she hooked up with jeff. But I was a good person and allowed her back. It still irrates me even to this day. -.-
Babygirl you are still young, you still have a whole life ahead of you. There is no need to settle down right now. You may think he is perfect but you still got many years ahead of you and someone better might come along. You never know darling. But just see where things go. (:

It was easy to leave wotn. I just went back on because I was curious, seems everyone is doing fine without me there. Q didn't even seem like he wanted to chat with me yesterday. He just said that he was having an off day. So I dunnno. .__. Only reason I went back on was because my mind, the subconcious part, was telling me to message Ryan, just to check up on him and see how he is doing. Even though he hasn't been on in awhile. I got that thought when I got my comment from you.
We've always had eachothers back no matter what shit went down. If one of us was having a bad day, the other would ask "Alright, whose ass am I kicking today?' Lol. I miss those days a lot, staying up late on AIM talking about nonsense. Well, now that you're back, sort of? Maybe we can have those old times back again. I have been a hella lot angier than I normally am without. You like complete me lovely, you truely doI must say.
Talking to you makes me happy again, yesterday I listened to our song. The one I dedicated to us when we were dating. [b]In My Heart by My Favorite Highway[/b] Remember that song? (:
Dog I gots a hella lot to tell you as well.
. . . . . . . o.o Oh dear, you got me speechless. Not sure how I feel about that.

I left wotn too, I was sick of it and just didn't want to go on there anymore, i just logged on there yesterday after almost a year of not going back on. But don't worry about it LoveBug, you had your reasons for leaving and it is completely understandable.
I got that feeling too, I just felt the need to talk to you. Like I dunno, it is hard to explain. I just knew that I wanted/needed to talk to you again. :/ So that's why I kept checking to see if you were on and what not. I always found myself thinking back to our times together, cahtting, rollplaying, being our random goofy selves. I miss that. :/ I think that's why my life hasn't felt right, you weren't in it Love.
*sighs* Ugh I know. It rides on my back and I don't very much care for it anymore. -.-

For like thy longest time I would log on here era day to see if you came back, and after awhile I just stopped. And when I got a comment from you on here I was like O_O OHEEMJIZZLE! Lol.
Dealing with stupid drama shit that has stressed me out and ugh. >.< But I am okay now, 8 more days of school for me then I graduate. (:
I missed YOU like HELL too. *glomps* :3

Lmfao! Uh, well tell your friends thanks? :p
I am going back to my red hair soon, I am gonna bleach it this weekend. (:

:O

Oheemjizzle, you're alive!
:D
I have been terrible, how about you? (:

Hey Love.

Haha, thanks!

Kate agrees talking in third person its lots of fun :D

I know right?
It makes me so happy. :))

Mmhmm.
And his friends bought him a new Les Paul guitar.
I think Lauren said he has always wanted one but never had the money to get one.
And I cried when I heard that they were getting him one.
I told Lauren to tell them that I said thakn you and that was really nice of them.
They all said he deserves it, and he does. :))

Okayy. :)

Isaac got out of the hospital today.
He is doing better and so is Jenna.
Isaac's crazy ex hacked his myspace and started bitching to me.
But it is whatever dude. :))

Uh, I know you saved some of my pictures.
Did you save any of me with my red hair?
if you did, can you send me them in a message?

yeah, it makes me feel happier knowing they are safer.
It was so hard on me. :(
I miss him terribly and I wanna talk to him.

After breaking up with his crazy ex.
His friends tell me hs is SO much more happier.
When he was with the bitch he was ready ti kill himself.
tati told me today that I saved Isaac.
I did what they all couldn't do.
They tried to save him but couldn't.
I come out of know where and I saved him.

Yeah I can.
Wednesday or so he should be out.
But Isaac and Jenna are gonna live at that hell hole of their house anymore.
Robert this club owner that they play for a lot, Isaac is like a son to him.
He told Isaac that he and Jenna can move in with him, they are doing that now.
I cried because I was so damn happy for them, they do not deserve to live where they live.
And Robert is paying for Isaac's hospital stay, and he is paying for Jenna's surgery and after stay as well. :))
I cried so hard Sunday night.
But when I heard Isaac when to the hospital, I fell to my floor crying.
I curled up into a ball and cried.

It is my profile song on myspace.
Um, Friday Jenna had a doctors appointment.
And Isaac was super duper worried about that.
Jenna needs to get a surgery or she will die. :/
Isaac didn't sleep for four days and hadn't eaten anything either.
We were talking yesterday and he said he had to vomit but didn't come back.
His friend Tanner was dropping Jenna off and IMed me on myspace asking where Isaac went.
I told Tanner Isaac said he had to puke and Tanner found him somewhere.
Tanner said Isaac didn't look so hot and he ddint' to bring him to the hospital.
Isaac had a mild heart attack, his finger tips were purple and so was his chest.
Because he smokes and from his bruises too.
Tati told me that Isaac should be out in a couple days.

Um, just listen to the song Isaac wrote me.
Waiting for Lauren to call me and let me know how Isaac is doing.
How about you?

Yerr welcome love.