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Prom was AMAZING. I honestly was kind of apprehensive about going because I was afraid that I wouldn't have a good time and the whole planning thing was so stressful, but it was so much fun. Definitely a good way to end the year!!!

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That's okay! I've been MIA for a while too because I was at college orientation. I'm great, I have my senior prom in a few hours and I'm really excited! How are you?

Thank you! It was just a low blood sugar thing, so I'm much better now. It's been sort of a rough week but the school year's almost over so I'm surviving until then. That's fun! I've tried to do co-writes a few times but everybody involved (myself included) gets bored or forgets about them and they never go anywhere I find just myself easier to manage, so I definitely commend anyone who does a co-write.

Not much! I wasn't feeling well yesterday (the diagnosis: fever like symptoms but no actual fever) so I came home from school early and slept for about 13 hours, which was nice so today I've just been catching up on my work and relaxing and watching a LOT of Netflix. So basically the usual for me what about you???

I love characters like that! I love when you can just picture them and the things they'd say in your head. Sometimes I wish my characters were real people and I could just hang out with them all day instead of going to school and stuff sometimes I really do consider changing my username but I'm just too attached to my current one. I think I've had it for about 3 years now.

AHAHAHA that's so cool. Imagine if I googled it and just got nothing, I'd be so confused. Alexander Bernadotte is such a cool name! That sounds like an 1800s rich guy, like Oscar Wilde or something. My characters have weird names, but not like that. Sometimes I think about changing my username because I'm not into 1D as much as I used to be, but I honestly don't know what I'd change it to. I feel like it'd be like giving my child up for adoption

Very true. Better late than never and whatnot.

QUESTION. What does your username mean? I've seen you around a few times () and I've always been curious but either forgot to look it up or was just too lazy. So I thought I'd ask before I forget.

OH MY GOSH. Your comment literally brought a tear to my eye. I get so confused when people tell me stuff like that because I am honestly just a weirdo who dicks around on the Internet a lot so THANK YOU :') I have also always lowkey admired you too.

WHY ARE WE SPEAKING JUST NOW. WE COULD'VE HAD SUCH A BEAUTIFUL RELATIONSHIP ALL THIS TIME.

Excuse me ma'am please return to skype

Thank you for recc'ing like all of my work

Thank you for writing it! Also I wish I'd done a more quality comment; the one I left was very all-over-the-place. Next time, though! I promise it'll be heaps more organised and meaningful.

hello! i'd just like to thank you for the story comments, they mean a lot

I'm actually just a receptionist so I'm privy to all the knowledge. I've actually learned a lot medically about a bunch of different things.
It pays the bills until I decide if I really want to go to school for Information Systems and Cybersecurity. We'll see though, I'm been avoiding going back to school since the year I graduated high school. I can't settle on a career path that I feel devoted enough to dump several (dozen) grand in.

I work in a primary care doctor office and he handles some treatments for anxiety and depression and I see it. We have patients who have to go through two or three prescriptions with different doses and directions to find which one works for them. I see the struggle which is why I just don't ask him to treat me for it. I figured, unless it gets worse to the point I cannot function, I can live without the pills.

Lol. I'm sure once I get to the terrible twos I'll be wanting to give him back with seriousness. HAHA.

I dont medicate for my anxiety; no health insurance to cover the doctors visits or prescriptions so I have to take care of it on my own. Though, it only ever gets really bad at like parties or when the police think I'm trafficking drugs and make me get out of my car to search it, but ya know who wouldn't be anxious?

LOL. Some people don't. Babies are definitely not for everyone. I'm sure I could have gone without a kid but I love my son too much at this point to return him to babies r us. JK.

I freaking know. I love her already and hope that her mother doesnt change her mind about us taking her. We dont have a custody agreement (and cant afford one...) so she's allowed to do it whenever she wants.

To be completely honest, my son helped tame a bit of my anxiety. Mine is more focused on social situations than anything though but since he comes with me everywhere I have something to focus on instead of myself. It sound weird but it helped.
Though its understandable, you know yourself better than anyone and know how it would be. And if you ever get that "Aww I want a baby" feeling you can always borrow someone elses for a day or two. LMAO.

I just changed my profile picture to a picture of my son, her and myself. She just turned three, which is why we went to visit. She's adorbs and it made my heart melt because she kept calling me mommy (its the age, they all do it) and I just wanted to keep letting her do it but I couldn't because of obvious reasons.
I'm excited because by then we (hopefully) will have a house and we'll be able to give her her own room.
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I have to live vicariously through her in the daughter department just because I don't ever plan on having another baby; so my little boy is all I gots.
I enjoyed shopping for little dresses and girly things.

If we werent we would never see her again. Im def not doing it out of thr kindness of my heart; i had ulterior motives like impressing her so we could take their daughter during the summers. While we were visiting she agreed to us getting summers come the time she starts school. Which is two years from now but its better than nothing.

No clue but she has called me choice names over facebook message to my boyfriend. He wasnt going to tell me but i read the messages. ::files: Homewrecker, whore, bitch, etc. Sadly I dont think she realizes that i predate her on the romantic timeline my boyfriend has and if anyone is the home wrecker its definatly her. But its whatever. Were civil to one another amd even friendly; i looked passed the names for the sake of the kids.