I'm trying very hard to lose wieght. I'm starting to workout everyday and eating lessand more healthy. Not only that but I'm taking a lot of diet pills. So I hope this works.(:I want to be 20 pounds lighter by the summer. At least. I feel so discusted withmyself. I look in the mirror and I hate myself. I want feel beautiful, I want to feellike I'm attractive. But I don't. Also, I think I've got...