I'm Getting Desperate

It's finally gotten to the point that I feel like a stranger in my own home. I hide in my room most of the day just trying to avoid the confrontation waiting around every corner. They don't understand. I feel like the outcast of my family. The one puzzle piece thats rejected by the rest. The looks I receive only further push me away. I refuse to conform to their expectations. Apparently that...
January 21st, 2012 at 01:40am

Is This a Life Worth Living?

I wonder sometimes, how is it possible to feel so alone when surrounded by so many others. I mean sure I have my friends, and of course they make me happy. I love being around them and talking to them. They can cheer me up and are there for me when I need them. But I still feel as if somethings missing. I can be happy for a moment, but as soon as I'm alone....it's as if it never happened.My mind...
January 18th, 2012 at 05:58am

Before You Die

livingone word can be used to explain so many things.how do you want to spend your life? what do you want to do? what career do you want?i've become addicted to the show "The Buried Life" which i thought was ironic because me and my best friend have been making a list of things we want to do before we die. honestly there are so many things i want to do.traveltake risksfind lovethere are just so...
February 14th, 2010 at 03:42am

what are you looking for?

ok so im on this Michael Buble craze type thing. lol i suddenly became addicted to him and his music. lol weird that ever happen to you? i mean im definitely not obsessed but his voice is so. . godlike? even live his voice is amazing! hahaanyways. what do you want in your "significant other" ? lol what qualities do you look for? what can you not stand? what would cause you to end the relationship?...
February 14th, 2010 at 03:34am

What is wrong with me?

What is wrong with me?every guy i like tends to end up falling for my sister or a friend of mine. Am i really that unlikable? I just don't understand..is there something that pushes them away? honestly this always happens.I was talking to this guy i have liked for a while..we would text every night, flirting and what not. Then one day he wouldnt text me back. I was fine with that i mean there are...
February 14th, 2010 at 01:51am