Lately, the world around me has been crumbling. I'm doing the best I can to stand strong and to make people think that fake smile is a real one, but I am a crumbling tower. Someone who stands strong though inside everything is collapsing. I know I don't have a choice in standing strong, for if I break, too many things break with that. So I stand firm and strong. Hurting, hating, wanting nothing...

I hate this when you're so close to someone and than you have to tear them from your life. All that time that you spent with that person than becomes empty and meaningless and eventually a part of your life you don't want to look back on, but you will because that's just what your mind does. And when you do, the warm feelings you once had are no longer there, but only feelings of coldness and...

Okay, so I've been looking for a job for about a year now and with absoulte no luck. I mean I know the ecomony is bad, but sersouily? A few of my other friends are looking for jobs too and it seems like they have no problem finding one so why can't I? Yes I go and fill out apps and yes I call them. Yet, everytime they say their hiring manger is not there. It's amazing that even my husband found a...

It seems to me like all my family, at least on my mom's side follow the same mold. Live off the state maybe every once in awhile have a job or use too. All they care really care about is the next bar night or the next party. They have morals, but none that they teach and they let them sip instead of making them a foundation in their lives. Than there's me who couldn't be more opposite from her...