I really love the fact that you're trying to act innocent... like you just want to be friends, like you said when all of this started. You're a good actor, you know? I would have believed you. Fuck, I did believe you, but I learned really quickly that it's all a game to you. I'm just a game, just another girl, another easy point. I just want you to know that's not how it works with me. I'm not...

on the outside, i'm tough. anyone out there would think i'm happy as a clam, with no worries whatsoever. on the outside, i pretend nothing's wrong. pretend is a word that has taken over my life.i pretend i'm happy.i pretend you didn't hurt me.i pretend i don't care that we're not friends.i pretend i don't have problems.i pretend i'm not afraid of leaving after i graduate.i pretend the pain and...