The Devil With A Halo

You can't label me because you can't figure me out:

I hate life so don't tell me what i can do to make it better.
I hate you because you are a stupid organisim.
Don't complain to me about your problems because there are people with worse.
I hate people who speak the obvious.
I hate people who are conceited.
I hate people who are fake.
I don't care for your emotions.
I don't care for life.
I am a artist.
I am a athiest.
I am a cutter. Don't care for me. I like pain.
I don't eat.
I don't love.
Don't judge me.
I'm just pessimistic and don't want to live but i promised to not commit suicide.
Don't enter my world.
I like to burn there by myself.
My memories and future make me like this.
I don't know who i am. So far i only know i am a 13 year old african-american girl who is a lezbian, 133 pounds and 5'5. The names that you will call me are:
VENOM,
CHARLE,
HALO.
Don't call me Devil. He is my father. Don't mistake me for my father. I listen to:
ALESANA
BLESS THE FALL
BRING ME THE HORIZON
BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE
ESCAPE THE FATE
FROM FIRST TO LAST
HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS
PAPA ROACH
THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA
UNDEROATH
SLIPKNOT
THE BLACK DAHLIA
LINKIN PARK
OTEP
Hell is dark, blazing, and beautiful.
My home. . .

The same question i always ask myself:
[youtube/]http://www.youtube.com/watch=yh42dDvqLXM[youtube/]

The action i do entirely too much:
[youtube/]http://www.youtube.com/watch=Wepcv16bxQI[youtube/]