Drag Days

Today I went to school in drag (Wig, minor make up, girly clothes + accessories, etc.) It made me feel ... pretty. I felt a lot more comfortable wearing that than I do in my already-girled-up outfits. I know it's weird, since I usually don't like the weird looks and laughs behind my back. Today I got a lot of that, and I just didn't care. I felt like I was finally expressing myself fully, if that...
May 3rd, 2011 at 12:44am

Fashion Nightmare (Mothers Are Drags)

My mother owns this black shirt that looks good with everything I own. I love it. I wore it yesterday for the first time in forever and for once I thought I looked good. I found the shirt behind her trunk while I was looking for something else. She's hidden it from me before, saying it's too girly. -.-Today, when I go downstairs to grab it from the chair, I see it's gone. Gone. Again. My dad told...
April 19th, 2011 at 06:35pm

Boy, Are We Popular!

Just now, when me and my friend Ciara were walking home for lunch, some nice boys from our school called us "Fat cows that crawled out from the sea," "Fat bitches," and threw snow balls at us.Me and Ciara just pretended that we were so popular, and that we loved what they were doing. Being all “Oh my god they love us! Love you too, sweetcakes!” It really got them mad. We also laughed at them,...
March 21st, 2011 at 06:30pm

Insanity At It's Best

NOTE: It starts off slow but it gets better :P I kind of got this random plot in my head and went off about it. It could've been about anyone, but it was Andrew I was talking to, so it instantly became about him...Me: Hey der.Andrew: Hi.Me: How was ur day?Andrew: Pretty good, went to check out my friend Kathleen's show at this art gallery downtown, hung out with her most of the day.Me: Oh sounds...
December 20th, 2010 at 07:45am

The Legacy Of Jessica Black, Death Eater.

(This is just a little something I made up for my friend Jess who is a big Harry Potter fan)Jessica Black. Pure-Blood status. Distant cousin of Sirius Black and cousin twice-removed to Bellatrix Lestrange. Death Eater, not very known. She swore her life over to the Dark Lord Voldemort at the age of seventeen.She was set to marry her school sweetheart and fellow pure-blood, Rodolphus Lestrange, but...
December 17th, 2010 at 09:52pm

Blatant Homophobia And Ignorance In Children.

I woke up today, and came downstairs, to find Brandon Glover on my font lawn talking to my brother through the window. Brandon was being a major brat like always, calling me names (Which usually refered to either my weight or sexuality, or both) and giving me looks, and I was ignoring him like always also.(Also, around this time, I filled a slurpee cup of water was joking about how I wanted to...
October 3rd, 2010 at 08:34pm

I Refuse To Conform To Your Idea Of Image

My parents told me before that they don't want me wearing frilly scarves and such because they don't want assholes picking on me for it. I actually believed them, too.Well, I just discovered that it's really because they don't want me to be seen being myself. They don't want their perfect fucking image smeared. Well fuck that. I wear what I want, when I want. Let them have their image, I refuse to...
September 4th, 2010 at 09:01pm

One Big Misery After Another

Life DOES come unexpectantly. One minute it's good and everything is right, and then it gets all messed and you end up spending Valentines Day sleeping off painkillers and vodka so u can just take more! And then when you feel better and go on MSN or something he logs on and wants to be "Your friend" and of course you still love him and you want to have a serious conversation because every FIBER OR...
March 18th, 2010 at 08:48am

Love? Screw It. *** It. Watch It Die.

This Valentines is as very dark mark on my calander. It's on that day (Well, to be specific a day or two before) that I found out my (Now ex) boyfriend was cheating on me with his ex, and my (Ex) best friend. (Which both happen to be girls. Isn't that fucking wonderful? I turned a man straight. That really makes me feel good about myself.)So yeah, I've been single ever since. Well, I dated my...
February 7th, 2010 at 07:07am

Everyone Died.

I had a nap today. It was filled with dreams where everyone I cared about died.The dream started with... now I'm not sure which came first, this part or the part after the first dream shift. Either way, I'm starting with this: There was this hotel/mall type thing. It was so beautiful, real luxury. I was running around going up and down the elevator, always saying hi to the man at the frost desk. I...
October 2nd, 2009 at 06:07am

Dear Dad. (A Letter Never-To-Be Sent)

** This is a letter I wrote for my Dad. I'm posting it as a journal because journals are supposed to be all personal and deep. This is both. so.. yeah.. Oh, and my parent's will never read these letters. I'm burning them in a bonfire tomorrow. So this is the only copy left. **Dear Dad,I’m gay. There, I said it: I AM GAY. I like men, I want to date men, and I want a husband someday. I secretly...
September 24th, 2009 at 11:24pm

School (Written By My Sister Kim)

Ever wonder what the board directors do behind closed door?i sure do. I even imagine it sometimes. Its really not pretty, plotting to backstab every child out there. The whole truck load of trust and respect, what a load of milk. If they REPECTED you, they would listen to YOUR side of the story. if they TRIED to make things FAIR, theyd let higher grades participate in more stuff. if they TRUSTED...
June 19th, 2009 at 06:14pm