So it's been AGES since I bothered to come on here. apart from keeping up with one particular story I'm addicted to.Once again too much stuff has happened in my life.The guy I was dating and I finished. I slept with some other guy. Blah blah blah it's all pretty much the same as always. Sleeping around and all that shite.I did sorta start to "love" someone again. He was, once again, taken. 22....

So yeah, been a while since I wrote one of these. Always is ^_^Boyfriend and I broke up. That whole love thing kinda...stopped I think. To cut a long story short, I couldn't handle it and acted like a complete shit 'cause I didn't wanna be the one to end it.Slightly longer version, we argued and I declared a "break" for the weekend. There was a lot going on in my head. A logn flirtation had been...

I mentioned the best friend of my fiance in my last journal.Why does he get me riled up with a single look?The answer then was lust. Plain and sinple, he wasn't bad looking and I love to flirt.Now he still gets me riled.Because now, when I look at him, I want him to die. I find it scarily easy to hate people, I have an immense capacity for it. And when I look at him, I can see his death. I can...

Yup, just joined mibba, so this is my first journal on here. Please don't eat me XDI'm in a rambly, journally mood so I'll outlet that here.I've been thinking a lot about love.Way back when, I had this bloke. Name of David. Thought I loved him. Then thought I was too young for love. Then he dumped me and I thought I had been in love but stupid to realise it.Took me time, but I realised he wasn't...