I need to do some major-ass ranting, so I'd just hit the back button right now. This isn't really a worthy read, it's just one of those "I need to type this shit out" kind of things.I hate depressing journals! I really do, they suck. I hate everything about sadness and I don't want to be involved in it anymore.I feel so trapped in my life, it's ridiculous. Like, I'm 19 fucking years old, and I'm...