Kay guys. So I have a few more chapters to go. But I left my edited copy at school, and I need to fix the previous chapters before I post anything new and I may not be back to school for a few days due to sickness and a trip soon.I will try to get them tomorrow if i'm in the school at all.I'm sorry it's been so delayed so much. I really am. But I've been writing a lot. I have 3 new chapters for...

Hey guys, if you read my story (Scars Are Souvenirs You Never Lose) I just wanna let you know I may be starting it up again. I'm sorry I haven't been writing. Things have just been stupid. But I reread everything, I'm just trying to find missing chapters, then hopefully I'll be updating it some more :)Thank you all for reading it and commenting on it and everything, and I hope future chapters will...

Haiii, so as some of you who read my stories may know, I haven't updated my stories in forever.I just haven't been writing for months and I don't know why. I don't know if I'm going to continue with any of my stories and I really really do apologize for that, but I can't think of anything new to put.Maybe eventually I'll think of something, but I don't think that that will happen. If I can think...

So. I just had another surgery. But I don't feel like talking about everything.I now have a bunch of scars from it. A smallish scar on my side and then on my back along my shoulder blade i have this big scar and I had staples to hold the wound together and now that the staples are out, I have a scar from each of them.I really. really. really. really. hate these scars.I have quite a few scars from...

I went on the computer to talk to people and edit pictures. No one was on, and I had edited one picture, bu then i got distracted by creeping Josh's facebook profile and there was a link to a meekakitty video.If you guys have never watched meekakitty, I really think you should. Here's her channel! http://www.youtube.com/user/meekakitty?blend=1&ob=4You guys should check out her videos :) she's...

I have a really strong sense of smell. It often reallllllly hurts me. Tonight, for example, my mom put lavender in her bath and even though the door was closed and I was in a completely different room, I could still smell it. And It was really hurting my head.I had to ask mom to get me Advil from the bathroom so I could take some pain away from my head because I couldn't possibly go in there...

I hate my step dad. I had left a chair out at the computer and he had wondered why I hadn't put it away. When I went to explain why; I had forgotten about it, and I haven't been downstairs for a long time, he just walked away before I could finish explaining it.SERIOUSLY.If ever he is talking to me, and sometimes I don't know it, and I walk away, he takes this really big spaz and is just like "I'm...

It's been so long since I've written anything. I don't know why I haven't been writing. I've wanted to, but I haven't been. It feels weird to not write. I'm going to try to get back into writing.If you are a reader of any of my stories and you're waiting for an update, I'm soooooo sorry there hasn't been one for a long time.I have a sort of chapter done for Scars Are Souvenirs You Never Lose, but...

This year has been very weird for me. At the very beginning of the year, to around March Break, or around April. probably more close to April though, I was.. pretty depressed. I couldn't find anything happy in my life. And I had been doing things I don't even like to think about anymore.My family was very worried about me, especially my mom. My friends didn't care. Cuz they didn't like me, which...

I am a strange person. I have seriously weird mood swings. Often, when I'm sad in the mornings, I'm really hyper at night. But when I've had an awesome day, I'm really upset in the night. It's weird and I don't get it.Today for example, I had a really good day, except one little thing in the morning and during lunch, but other than that, it was really good. When I got home, I was still feeling...

My brother is often very annoying. But nowadays, he's even worse. His girlfriend just came back from Washington and he spent last night with her. But Dad wanted to know, for hours, what time he would be home. He kept saying, "I don't know, later." And that bugged Dad and me.If you read any of my journals last night, you'd know that I was up until one something. And my brother hadn't texted me...

Third journal entry within an hour. Maybe even half an hour. But I really feel like I need to say things. Mostly because I don't have a journal to write in anymore.It feels like I have collapsed my lung again. I have been sick for a few days; coughing, etc. and last time I was sick like that, I had actually collapsed my lung. I really didn't like that. And now it feels like I've done that again....

If you've ever talking to me before, or read any of my journals, you'd probably know that I have major lung issues. Right now, it's really hurting. I have an appointment on the 19th to see a doctor about getting surgery to see if they can fix it. I highly doubt anything will work, and the reason for this is because no doctor has been able to help me.I've seen over probably 10 doctors now and no...

Wow. I just typed this really long thing, but then I accidentally erased it all. Now I feel like i don't want to type it again, but I need to. Because I need to tell someone about this.I feel like I need to take melatonin to get to sleep. I haven't taken it for about a month now, or less, I think because some people don't like me taking it and it makes me have horrible dreams. But it's time like...

Never get a Koodo phone. Never. Ever. They suck. They're stupid and soo not worth it. My phone has been given me problems for over a year now. And I've had it for just over a year. It's weird with texts, it randomly won't get them, or send them. And that just bugs me when I'm trying to talk to someone.And now, just recently, it stopped charging. The charger won't work. So I sent it in, and almost...

Today, Josh and have been dating for three months. I'm so happy. He makes me so happy. I used to be so sad, and he has turned my life upside down in the very best way.For the past few days he had been saying that he was working on a gift for me, and that it's taking him a really long time, so I kept saying that he really didn't have to do it, but he was determined he had to. And his gift was the...

My boyfriend is in a band. And they are amazing. :D I feel the need to write a journal about them :) They're just uber cool and awesome and i love them all :D . They cover a lot of Paramore and they have a bunch of their own.They also have their own youtube channel. And I think you guys should check it out :)have a link! :D http://www.youtube.com/user/HeartsonHiatus#p/u/5/C4-Za_OOWCk(there's three...

Wooooooooow . summer is going by really fast. It makes me sad. But it also makes me really happy because school starts again! Oh, I'm a nerd, just so you know. Because, I'm that cool.I really like school. I get to see my friends every day instead of only once every few weeks. That's my least favourite part about summer. And I like most of my classes. I like English so much I'm taking two English...

For the past, maybe week or so, I've been having bad dreams. Normally the dreams are people leaving me, or me getting killed. And they say if you die in your dreams, you die for real. I know that's not true because in my dreams I've faced my death many times and I haven't died and I never wake up.In the nights now I'm afraid to sleep because I don't want to see the bad dreams. But the later I stay...

Tonight was just horrible. No, all of today was horrible.From the moment I got up, to now I've been upset.I really have no reason to be upset I just am. I've been pretty much home alone and bored all day, so that gave me time to think about things. Things that I shouldn't think about. Things that get me really upset. I don't really want to say on here in case people read it and they know. Message...