I don't even know what I am doing with my life anymore. Since I was five - years - old, education and school are all I have ever known; and they all I have ever been good at. I was too short and clumsy for sports, I'm not that great of a dancer, and I can't really sing. As I sit here just days before I start my Spring Break, I am faced with one of the biggest decisions I will ever have to make;...

As of today, August first, I only have 15 days left of being a teenager. I keep telling myself that I am turning 20, but I am really having a hard time grasping the concept of actually being 20. It's strange for me to think about since I am the baby of the family. I look at my mom and think, "Wow, your youngest child is going to be 20. How crazy is that?" The whole concept of growing older is...

In the past year or so I've been noticing a 'trend' among girls that I went to high school with. Keep in mind that I am not even 20 yet (still got a few months left). With that being said, so many girls that I graduated with or are a year or two below me are getting married and pregnant either with their first or second child. This got me thinking, I can't even imagine getting married and having a...

At the beginning of the year I made a promise to myself that I would be making huge changes to my life, and so far they seem to be in my favor. Last semester I was miserable. I got diagnosed with an anxiety disorder and a slight case of depression, along with having a terrible roommate/best friend, and I was not taking any classes that interested me. I started skipping classes and sleeping all...

Ever since I've been diagnosed with an anxiety disorder a few months back I keep over analyzing certain parts of my life, especially when it comes to dating and meeting new people. Everytime someone new pops in I get all excited and then that excitement quickly turns to worry. I start thinking about things going great between us, and then something goes wrong and they don't want to be a part of my...

Lately I've realized that I tend to second guess myself a lot. Everytime I want to do something and I start gaining up enough courage to actually do it, I stop moments before I actually make a move and think about the alternatives that could happen. This happens mainly when it comes to meeting new people. I always think that once I introduce myself, they are going to either be my friend and engage...

Lately I've really been thinking about how antisocial I am. One of my goals for the new year is to branch out and meet new people. I've have the same two people in my life, one being my identical twin, and the other was our best friend for over ten years, we no longer speak to her. It makes me sad that the only people who really text me are my sister, my mom, and my dad. There is also that...

So as 2012 comes to a close I'm starting to take a look back at what the year had had to offer to me. At the beginning of the year I told myself that this year was going to be my year. Everything was going to be great, unfortunately that was not the case. This year has been one of the most draining; both physically and emotionally, years of my life. I told myself that since 2012 was my last year...

Hello all! Long time no see, or is it write? Eh, I'm not even sure at this moment but I felt the need to update you all on what is going on in my life. I have been a college sophomore for over a month now! It's crazy to me at how fast time flies, especially when you are in college. So far I am enjoying myself a lot more than I was with my freshman year. I had so many problems with it, mainly with...

Gosh, I can't really fathom when the last time I spent a good chunk of my time on Mibba. It seems like an eternity. Yes I have had my journal entry (or are they blog posts now?) here and there, but other than that I really have not been active here and it makes me sad. I promise to change that!A lot has happened in the past year or so. Today, the 27th of May, marks exactly one year since I...

My sister, best friend, and I started getting ready for the concert at around one in the afternoon. We wanted to make sure that we got a good spot on the floor so we could actually see the band. The three of us made sure we had everything (cameras, money, phones, ect) and we left my room at around 2:30. We made it to the Dome a short amount of time later and we got in line. Much to our surprise...

College is nothing like I thought it was going to be. No, I don't mean that I hate it, it's just a lot harder than I thought it was going to be. I thought last semester was going to be hard, this semester is way harder than the last. Mainly because of my teachers, well mainly just one.I have this one history teacher who is just getting way too involved in my personal life. A few weeks back my...

People weren't lying when they said college would be a bigger challenge than high school. Not only do I have seven classes this semester, one of them is a writing intensive course which means we have a paper due almost every two weeks. Since i am a journalism major I am taking those classes as well which also have a ton of writing to deal with. I'm doing pretty well in my classes. It's currently...

Last Monday was my very first day of college. It just so happens to be my busiest day of the week because I have four classes which includes a night class. College life is amazing and I am having a blast, but let me tell you this, it is most definitely harder than high school. For one, the teachers just don't care if you show up to class or not. It's not like they are paying for your education,...

At promptly 11:25 AM, Arizona time, my childhood was over. You see, at that exact time 18 years ago, my mother pushed me into this world. Yup, I am now 18 and I still can't wrap my brain around that thought. I mean, I still smile like crazy at the thought of me now being a legal adult. Today also marks nine days until I move out of my parents house and head on over to my college dorm. Words...

I have been really excited about attending the college of my dreams in the fall. I mean, it's pretty much all I have been able to talk about for months. Something recently came up and I am no longer looking forward to it. As a majority of you may know, the US Economy suck right now. A ton of people are unemployed, my dad is one of them. He's been looking for a job for over a year and there is just...

Yesterday, the 25th, marked exactly two months till my sister and I make our way up to Flagstaff for college. It's crazy to think that in just 8 short weeks I will be living on my own, well hopefully my sister will be my roomie but we don't find that out till late July. I guess you could say that I am entering into a world of unknown. In my short 17, almost 18, years of walking this Earth I have...

It's been a while since I last posted on here. I do believe it was like two days before I graduated high school, and to be honest my life sure has changed since then. Let's begin with my graduation day itself. I woke up and it felt like any other day. It didn't seem like anything important was happening that day. Well before the actual graduation ceremony my family held a little grad pre party for...

Yesterday was my last official day of high school and it didn't feel like it at all. I had finals on Monday and Tuesday, but it felt like I was taking a regular end of the chapter test or something. I mean, I got a little teary eyed after I took my last ever final, but that's it. Today I had my graduation assembly where students got the staff choice awards an such. It was all just a popularity...

So today I found out that my best friend's 14 year old little brother called my sister anorexic a few days ago. Now, I've been called bulimic before and that was no fun, but being called anorexic isn't either. When I heard about this I became very angry and I told my friend that her brother's behavior lately hasn't been very good. He went up to us kept burping in our faces and other not so polite...