Well hello there.I'm not even sure how to start this off since it has been so long and I'm sat here stunned that I haven't logged on here or submitted in two years, I swear it didn't feel that long wow.Well in short, I've been busy.That's so cliched and not being active for two years is almost inexcusable since nothing like major major happened in my life, I'm sure I had plenty of times I could...

I'm sorry if you are sick of journal entries full of excuses as to why I haven't submitted anything etc, but this is different.I did add two chapters of a story a few days ago so there you go ha!Just kidding.Well I guess, since not many people read these I can feel free to be honest.Right now is a big turning point for me in life.Have you ever had something happen to you so horrible, you blocked...

If you read this, thank you very much.So I have just written a chapter of a new story.I don't want to give too much away but here goes.The story is about a young girl named Alison.It is basically a story of witchcraft, vampires, fairies everything like that.I wanted to call it something with Magick or Alison in the title but I am not sure.I know this isn't much to work with but if anyone has any...

As of today, I have officially moved out.I was staying with my boyfriends family the past few weeks as he hadn't seem them in months.So today we finally got to Huddersfield, where we are living now.I guess I am happy.I am happy but really scared & nervous as to be expected.Just worrying about usual stuff like money & actually having a proper job rather than working for a member of family...

I am sorry! It has been so long.I am getting back into writing but I have moved!!!!!!!!!I have moved countries again, from Spain to the United Kingdom.I am at the moment in Leeds but will eventually move out to Huddersfield.I am staying with my boyfriends family.So please bare with me as I move out for the first time ever, I will be writing soon.I have been writing so I will update when I get...

Hey everyone.I am so sorry I haven't been submitting ANYTHING.I have been writing just not as much as usual, which unfortunately has an effect on my mood daily etc.I've just been busy with personal family issues and my laptop has been on and off.So like most writers, writing on someone else's laptop isn't as comfortable or something so it is hard to do.I have more than half of a chapter of Two Is...

I know, I know this is the millionth journal about the same old thing but really it's not my fault.I am writing but my house doesn't have electricity or internet at the moment (long story) so I only get online when I am in my mom's shop.Which isn't often enough :(.But I am writing.A lot actually, but the old fashioned way of writing with paper and pencil (no not even a pen ;)) so and because of no...

Hey guys.If you have chosen to read this thank you!I know I've been quite lame recently and I am incredibly sorry for it.I've had a lot of crappy things happening recently and between going through my own stuff I've been helping many with their own rough times.I hate to say it, but sometimes being a caring person can suck because I know I need to stop helping at some stage but I can't it's who I...

I'm not sure why I'm writing this.Just a sudden urge to do it really.The album "New Again" by Taking Back Sunday is one of those albums that when I heard it first I was going through a lot of changes or big things in life blah blah so it meant a lot.I wanted to write each song out and what it meant etc, I guess just to list it all out for myself rather than people who read this.So enjoy I guess.1....

I've been thinking lately how to make myself come across on my about me section on various sites.It's funny, everyone looks for someone who sticks out or is unusual.I think people hear about me from friends etc, and they have these high expectations that I could never reach.Apparently I'm amazing and a great person, it's not that I don't see this it's just that I'm me.I don't see myself as amazing...

I don't know if anyone actually reads my journals up here, but if you do thank you so much for doing so.This is just a quick update for my readers really, I'm sorry I've been pretty much inactive.I do finally have an idea for my next chapter of Two Is Company....., I have a few ideas for a sequel to that story too, I also have a few ideas for new stories.At the moment, my mind is a bit busy...

Hey!I'm not sure why I'm writing, I don't think anyone is reading or follows my blogs........yet.Anyway, whatever.I'm reading a lot of random Postsecrets.If you aren't familiar with postsecret google it :P.Anyway I've seen a lot of them and yes one day I will post my own, but some of them have made me think.One was something like "I wish some people new how much I admire them from a far"It made me...

Hello again.I'm not sure where these feelings come from.Especially when I'm not with anyone and when I'm alone.I'm happy.I'm happy being me.I'm happy with being a nerd.I'm happy with what I have.I'm happy with my gifts.I'm with my life I guess.I'm sorry I didn't update sooner.I had an amazing time in Ireland, I enjoyed seeing my two close friends, my dad and step mother and my brother and his...

Hello everyone.Thank you for all your lovely comments on my page and stories.They've really kept me writing.I don't know why but I feel the need to post this.Tomorrow I am going home to Ireland for about ten days to see friends and family.I will be writing as always, it's what keeps me happy.But due to rare internet access when I go, I won't be adding chapters much if at all.I will write loads and...

Author Note: Hi Everyone.Well as usual, when I hear about teen suicides, it really effects me.I got really upset about the gay teen suicides.It made me reflect on people who've died.This song is about a friend of mine.He wasn't gay and neither was his father.But his father killed himself when we were young and we didn't understand why.Please leave comments.[Find Your Way]And he’s still out...

Today I feel stupid.I feel I've started hiding my true feelings for everyone else sake again.I've a nasty habit of putting people before myself.I just kinda broke down last night, I know why but I didn't realise it effected me so much.My boyfriend didn't etheir.I guess I always believe people are going to give up on me as a lot have since I moved.Right now I feel alone and scared here.Though I'm...