i posted the first chapter of the first story of my new project the other day.http://www.mibba.com/story/LyddyCool/The-Maid/just want to know what you guys think, if ive got the right audience on here. its also on my deviantart www.halfrainbow.deviantart.comive been off mibba for a while due to no feedback or anything. D: but im still sticking it out.=]id love some feedback, because although i...

it was arsenal vs birmingham, and even tho i was out when it was on, they replayed a certain bit on the news. just once.arsenal player eduardo got his leg broken so badly in a foul that sky refused to repeat it, bbc repeated it once, on the news, and youtube had already removed the video by the time it was on the news.apparently wenger (sp?) who is the arsenal manager at the time said the guy who...

really. i knew my friend sarah probably thought i am, and when she said "oh well you never eat" i never thought she was being serious. i mean... she was mad, im skinny, its the kind of thing shed say.and i thought my mate david didnt think it, we were on some school trip and he saw how much i eat in the afternoon D: i barely stopped, and when i wasnt eating i was like "im hungry." okay, so thats...

stole this off another journal XD looked like a cool idea.you get to say the things you want to say but like cant or something to ten people of your choice and not say who they are.1) shut the fuck up! you dont know me anymore, you dont know the least about me! ive had boyfriends, ive had sex, ive brought guys into your damn house. i gave head in your house. thats right, i gave head. in your...

well im not depressed, but i dont seem to be able to be happy with things as they stand.i havent been on here for a while *ashamed* im sorry but ive been busy and it musta slipped my mind, i didnt realise how long it had been.so anyway, my ex boyfriend tommy who moved in with his dad to go to a better college still lives on the other side of london and still lives round here with his mum on...

today in all the time i had left over after failing my exam (it was an hour 15 exam, i did it [badly] in a hour) i worked out how long 1000 hours is. the song was stuck in my head. is stuck in my head.anyway, i didnt have a calculater and managed to get 4 and a half weeks., so excuse me while i do it again more accurately... im probably a bit out anyway, what with failing an exam stress and no...

background infomations:my nan died recently, and ive been a little depressed and emotionally unstable or something, and feeling like i like being around my mum, even though she always has a go at me. we usually tend to avoid each other.and my ex boyfriend who i still like is a little emotionally unstable too, he got dumped by a girl he really liked, and me and him sort of did stuff (the details...

yada yada yada all about presents that we didnt even deserve and stuff.i had a story idea... i cant be bothered to describe it, i just need a boys name that either means lost or something, coz i got a girls name that means brought back to life, and like... that might happen in the story literally or metaphorically im not telling but yeah...it fits her character. hes... kinda useless but he means...

happy christmas eve eve.ive now been single for a whole year.tommorrow ill be fine. actually im FINE now. honest.im good at pretending.i swear, in a year ive had two chances to get a boyfriend and ive messed them both up. then again, the first one was with a 22 yr old who doesnt remember my name, and the second was with my ex from ages ago who isnt very good at monogomy. *le sigh*hopefully ill be...

*randomly my imaginary friend bob is here and jumps on me and covers my mouth*bob: lyddy! no swearing in the journal titles! you dont wanna get banned!me: jeez, bob, i bleeped it out with the funny things. XDbob: oh, okay. sorry. carry on with your retarded holiday announcment. ill be here to kick you if you swear...me: *mumbles a few swearwords at bob*anyway, merry fricking christmas! its the...

shes been ill for a long time, she had autheimers, if thats how its spelt. basically, she lost her memory and all, and wasnt actually really her anymore... i remember her before, all cheeky grins and sarcastic replies... we got on like a house on fire.its been kind of hard watching her disapearing like this, i didnt like going to see her at the home, she never remembered me, and i wanted to...

ive broken my little toe before and a couple of fingers, knuckles, etc... but its my middle toe...i was walking downstairs and it was really hurting to be walked on so i took off my sock and had a lookthis is so gross. it bends backwards. like, up. and hurts like a mofo even more when you do that.thats never happened to me before i really think ive fucking snapped the bone when i was too cold to...

but i hate it when people say sorry and dont mean it, its worthless. so ill just tell you what i did wrong.last journal, i played down my cut in case you freaked at me. i feel a little ashamed that i did that. its actually two cuts, the first was just a scratch, like i said, i think its not even half a centimetre, and its barely a cut in the middle. but i took two goes, see, coz that one looked...

not sure why im putting this on here, but ive gotta put it somewhere and i trust you guys. because i dont know most of you. anyway, i know ill either get sympathy or hatred and the way im feeling, either will make me feel less pointless.so i was having a good day, imagine it, i was even smiling after probably flopping on the little mock test last lesson in psychology. hahaha, i thought, i fucked...

happy birthday tré, now youre more than twice my age XDhappy birthday to you,happy birthday to you,happy birthday dear tré...happy birthday to you!and here is a little tré picture fest XDfirst off, 5 random smexy pictures of him!yush, tré burst through his bass, i love this pic!oh my, what a sexyful hat! yum yum yum...even my friend who doesnt actually fancy tre loves this pic!you cant even...

i was invited to a friends friends birthday thingy. let me explain a little more. my mate kirby, she invited me adele and her friend staci to hers for a sleepover on her birthday, i didnt know staci but it was fun and shes pretty cool.and i got a text from kirby a week or so ago saying i was invited to stacis birthday thing on today, and shed text me about it nearer the time.she never texted me, i...

i saw it on explosm.net and thought itd be rad.i mean, im on here nearly everyday and all... well, ill tell you what it is.on explosm, theres story threads, and the guy, rob, he draws pictures and its like a story and you get to suggest what happens. and its rad. and i can draw in paint [= so it wouldnt be like... i wouldnt be able to close the thread overnight or anything... but...would anyone do...

oh, god help me, i cant keep this up... its going to be christmas. i swore id be straightXedge until i sorted things out and i could drink without... you know... drinkingso i swore id be sXe until i had a boyf/girlf and was happy, coz then i wont be drinking coz im depressed, which would start the damn cycle again, and i wouldnt be drinking and doing stupid, STUPID things when i was drunk. i...

i was in drama, and so far everytime weve needed tables ive been too lazy, but today i was showing off. it takes two people to get and put back a table, i was doing it by myself.yeah, so tis my own stupid fault.so anyway, i was doing fine until i had to put the table on the pile. the pile was nearly as tall as me, i dropped th table, it hit me in my ankle. noone came running. hahaha.so william...

in drama today this guy came in to talk to us about university (im in college) and it was all very well and good, but you know... i dont know what i wanna do with my life, let alone what i should take at uni, if im even going to uni! its like.. i have to make life changing decisions this year already and i dont know what to do! i found it hard enough applying for college... XD*sigh* i really dont...