Today I was sitting in my room, like I do everyday, thinking about what my life has come to. I was thinking about how I wasn't so damn depressed, when I was happy with life. I moved 5 years ago, to a small town, I'm a city girl. The first year was hard, that's when I decided to cut. The second year, I had many friends, but none I called my best friend. Third year came along, I finally had a couple...