Hello everyone! Sorry I've been missing for what, 2 months? Things have been a little hectic. Not only have I been preparing for my daughter to arrive and going to weekly doctors appointments, I also had to help my mom plan my step sister's full wedding, including making invitations, making flower arrangements, making food, making cake, etc, in less than 3 months. I came on here more by an...

NaNoWriMoFor the past month, I have been won, seeing what in the world that weird "word" was and what it stood for, but felt like an idiot for not knowing, and didn't ask lol. I know that's silly, but that's me! But I finally figured it out (National Novel Writing Month)! I'm thinking of becoming apart of it. I know many people are looking to write an actual novel and possibly get it published,...

So last week, I posted a blog about me finding out I was pregnant. I figured since a few people, especially brea/gatesguardian., showed excitement and such for me and the situation, I figured I would post an update. However, I'm gonna explain something first.I received a few comments and messages, wondering how I didn't know I was pregnant. Someone even messaged me, calling me a liar, so I wanted...

(I first went to pick songs, and got confused as to why all of the random songs were from Bullet for my Valentine only, to realize I had it set like that from the other day. *shakes head*)Music survey! Go to your iTunes playlist and...What are the first 15 songs that play on shuffle?1. "Just Give Me a Reason" - P!nk featuring Nate Ruess2. "Really Don't Care" - Demi Lovato3. "Miss Jackson" - Panic...

So yesterday, I wasn't feeling well. I couldn't see my doctor, so I went to the emergency room instead. They ran tests, took blood, and all of that stuff. Well, I found out I'm pregnant. I can not believe it. It makes sense with how I've been feeling and acting, but I'm still shocked. I'm about 24 weeks along, and I'm not sure what the gender is. The baby was moving so much, and even kicked the...

Lately I have such horrific anxiety. I feel like the walls around me are closing in constantly, including right now. I kind of know why it's happening. Some of it is the fact like such a horrible mother to my son. I can't work cause of my hips, and I am stuck living with my parents. Yes, they help me out so much more than I ever expected, and I am thankful for them and my sister for helping me...

I kind of have an idea for a contest. I'm not sure if I'm gonna go through with it.Lately I have been downloading apps on my phone to help with novel planning, such as character name generators, etc. Well I found a couple that are plot generators. You can choose the genre, and it gives you a few details, and you write it. I want to do a contest where the person picks the genre, and I'll generate...

I wanna write sooo bad. I have ideas floating in my head, and I plan them out, but when I sit in front of a computer with Word open, or have a pen and a blank piece of paper, I just go blank. Or, I either write a paragraph or two, then it goes out the window. I try my hardest to write, but that probably makes it worse. It's kind of a bummer, and very frustrating. With me trying to finish planning...

Sorry I've been off of here. My boyfr--- well, now EX boyfriend, made me feel horrible about writing anything. He didn't know I wrote any type of fanfiction, but knew I wanted to write a novel, and he teased me and threw away ALL of my novel planning, which was a notebook full. I was SO upset when I went to look for it and he said "I threw it away. Not like it was important." Well, it was to me....

There is a possibility of me changing my username. I've had Matthew Sanders. for a good while, a few years at LEAST. But I've been thinking of changing it. I still LOVE Avenged Sevenfold, but I want a Teen Wolf based username. I have a few ideas of what I want. I don't know if they're taken, but eh it's worth a try lol. For Tumblr, I've been using isaacsexhey for my URL for awhile now, and I've...

With all of the Mibba users posting their personal stories about suicide, I figured I would post mine. It's kind of a long story, so bare with me, and thank you in advance if you read through it all.I've been battling with depression for the last six to seven years. I was in the middle of my freshman year of high school when it started. I had gone to my orthopedic doctor for a checkup on my hips,...

I wanna say thanks to everyone who messaged me some one shot ideas. I am really excited to write them! I'm gonna start writing them tonight, and hopefully post at least one tonight. I have four requests, and one that I am writing for my lovely wifey, and one for my name twin. I just have to come up with really good ideas for them. xDAlso, I've been using Photoshop again lately, and I realized that...

I posted a blog about this a few days ago, but my lovely wifey Zero ( archipelago.) pointed out that I would have better luck with changing the title. So I figured I would make a new blog about it, and add a few things to it. :)On Tumblr, I started a blog called "What's Your Fantasy?" It's pretty self explanatory. You message me a person and a fantasy/dream you have had, or a 'ship' name (i.e....

Sorry if I am annoying with the blog posts lol. I'm just hoping people will help me or give me some ideas and such.Right now, however, I am in need of some good stories to read. I don't care if they're one shots or full fledge stories with a sequel, G rated or rated R, lovey dovey stories or sad, depressing and drug ridden stories; I don't care! I like them all, as long as they are decently...

I think I need to recruit someone to help me. I have been trying SO DAMN HARD to write something, and I'll get halfway through it, and then stop. I just can't write anymore. I have FOUR halfway written Teen Wolf related one shots and I can't get the umph to finish it. Maybe I can get someone to message me everyday or something saying "yo FINISH THIS" or something lol. I wanna write an A7X or Teen...

I have been wanting to do a co-write for a little while now, and I was wondering if anyone wanted to do one with me? I haven't done one in years, but I've always loved it. It gives me more initiative to update quicker, and to hear more ideas for stories from the other person. It's just fun!When it comes to ideas, I really don't have any on the top of my head. Although, once we talk for a little...

I had a dream a few months ago, and after telling it to a few people, replaying it over and over in my head, and thinking about it, I want to write a story about it. The only thing is, is that it's a suspense story. Not many stories on here are suspenseful, and if you knew the idea, it is a lot more weirder and creepier and such. But I don't see many stories on here that are suspenseful. Would...

As of September 25th, 2011, I have 23 HTML/CSS layouts. I have layouts of the following people/things:;; Avenged Sevenfold;; Andy Biersack/Six;; Big Time Rush;; Brian Haner JR;; Craig Owens;; Elizabeth Kelly;; Emma Watson;; Frank Iero;; Hank Zetterberg;; Ian Somerhalder;; Jonathan Toews;; Jimmy Sullivan;; Ke$ha;; Kendall Schmidt x2;; Matt Sanders x2;; Michael Weatherly;; Milan Lucic;; Norman...

There are stories on this site that are POINTLESS. I mean, there are some that have good plots, but the author needs some work. Then there are some with HORRIBLE plots and HORRIBLE authors. And their stories feature people like Justin Bieber, or The Jonas Brothers. And yet, those people get 100+ comments on their stories.I have worked SO hard on my Criminal Minds story, and I have two comments. I...

Well I have my new website all set up! I mainly offer things for Mibba, and I'm adding more things right now, such as avatars and signatures. Also, I am working on some layouts for Mibba, including a layout in memorial of Ryan Dunn. I am hoping to have some more new things up within the next few days.On top of all of that, is there anything I should make? Is there anyone you would like to see...