dream dialogue:"why does he love me?" sobs rock my chest between the cracked gasps for air."he doesn't." a stern voice states flatly."why does he keep coming back then?""you're the one crawling on all fours back to him. you're the one crying your pillow until it's a damp rag. you're the one who's coming back to him." he states again, tone more vague."but he loves me and that's all that matters." a...

Well, I've been back for a couple of weeks and everyone pretty much knows it, but I thought I'd post something about it in a fashionably late manner :hand:I have pictures of Thailand and all the lovely places we've been but my memorycard reader is broken :001: so no piccies for now.I kissed a snake and touched an alligator [or a croc >.>] and it was weird :cheese: THE TAIL'S FREAKISHLY...

Currently my laptop won't show me profiles so I can't reply to any comment now but I just thought I'd post something about me leaving [not that it matters].I'm leaving for two weeks; family vacation; Thailand but I'm not any bit excited because I'll be missing a lot of my homies here. ::sad:I'll probably be on for a little amount of time there to check on all of you but you should know that I'll...

We all have heroes; no doubt about it.We have many reasons to justify why we chose them; they've battled drugs, they got up from the ashes and mended themselves; they welded the cracks with their mistakes, using nothing more than acid and lies. Dead lies.Their mistakes aren't gold, silver or anything. They're human; as much as some people beg to put them on pedestals and polish away all their...

Okay now I'm typing up another journal that nobody'll read so yeah... I might as well keep it up since I started...These last few days have been okay-ish. I got out of a family matter hours ago and I can say with a relieved heart that I hate liars and want them to die. Especially people like my sister who swore with everything holy and unholy and built up lies over lies. Fourteen years and an...

I'm fine.That's to any of you great people who bothered to even think about me ::inlove:But I'm tired, school [Uni for me] is starting next week on the tenth and I don't even know where my campus is, fun.Also, my parents are pressuring me to drive which I don't want to. I'm freaked shitless by the prospect of being responsible for other souls.My faith has been alright... I've been making fun of...

I don't know where to start this but I'll try to write it out properly as I'm progressing with this letter.So basically this is a letter to you, the one you'll never see because you barely come here and you know what? I don't care.You know how much this place means to me and I really can tell that you ... pretty much don't care, do you?With simple words you drained the desire to call you my 'best...

Hello my fellow mibbians, this is Fatma. Most of you might not know me but that's because I'm not that active around the site, however...I've been noticing the creation of new joint stories and such. First, if you inspired by a story [e.g. Have Kids, Then We'll Talk] credit it and do not fuss all over the fact that people give you bad crit [especially neg. crit, it should help you want to improve...

It's amazing how MySpace retards got us all worked up over some silly accusations and newly found assumptions their so called ex-'Hero'. I find it upsetting and rather funny at the same time; upsetting in the sense that we're seeing the man we all idolize getting trashed his own fans [if we think it's morally correct to call them that] and funny from the angle that it comes to me as ironic as in...

My sister is slowly ripping away my best friend from me. :cry:I know it's a good thing they're getting along well as they didn't before but now I think they're maybe getting along too well.Seriously, she's starting to ignore me a bit and not paying attention to what I'm saying. And my little sis is being a bitch and is starting to get on my nerves. She fucking bossing me around.I'm pissed. I'm...

At first I'd like to say I take showers to the sound of .... Gerard! (That wasn't as much of a big surprise, was it?)-does sexy dance-Hope that gives you nightmares evil readers. -insert twisted smiley-Anyways enough spamming and let's get serious.So I wanna meet my readers (As the title obviosuly indicates) , either the people who're still reading or the one who stopped (The last ones can tell me...

Why is it so hard getting comments these days?Why can't people bother to just type?I mean seriously, many people stop posting because they feel pretty much unappreciated. It's so frustrating when you see bad stories get all the comments while the good ones get ignored.It's becoming a matter of self-esteem now. I don't like to admit this but I've had some really bad days after I find out that there...

-sigh-I don't want this to be a waste of time and word space so I'll just let you know that I have a few things on my mind to say.I've bitched about the two line reviews already (On the Story/Review game thread) which caused the mods to lock the thread.Thank you very much -You know who you are- and no I don't mean TasMy friend's dad just passed away and I feel so sorry for her (Though I was...

Okay so I haven't talked to her in days now and she already sent me two texts apologizing about hurting me.She didn't really do anything, I over-reacted...I wanted to read a new thing I had just written, and I was in a fickle mood back then and she kind of kept changing the subject so I snapped at her.I bluntly asked her why she kept converting the topic, just like that. And I told her about how...

I had a talk with my best friend the other day and it turned out to be a very uncomfortable conversation.She told me that she actually envies me cause I'm better than her in everything. Because I'm perfect.I told her that I'm not what she thinks but she told me that she thought that I am actually better than her, that I am a better writer, everybody loves me and I have understanding parents while...

My bff just found our school's BlackList in home ec. class on the floor and it had all of my friends' names and mine too. *in tears*It said horrible things about us and the girl who wrote it called us bitches and said that me and my 'so-called' best friend are in fact lesbians and we have sex with each other! And that I'm a masochist!I'm sorry for the profanity but I can't help it .. I'm crying...