Where to start? I suck at talking about myself lol. I joined back.in 2005 when nieces told me about the site and basically I just read the stories. A couple years later I decided to post my own story and it went from there. I wa really big in Avenged Sevenfold fanfictioj but over the years I've tried different interests. I lost interest in writing for a while but got back into while my mom was...

Today makes two years that I lost my momma. I haven't been back to West Virginia since I left a few months after watching her body slowly giving up the fight to defeat cancer. I made the decision to come back for a visit and realize this was probably the worst weekend to come down here. Nothing feels right and I was ready to come home within minutes of getting here. I drove by her old house and...

I know lately I've put up some pretty depressing blogs and I'm sorry about that but writing helps me get my feelings out instead of them driving me crazy. This will be my first mother's day without a mom to spoil. I was adopted at the age of 3 by my grandparents so I always said I had two mommies. In 2004 that went down to one as my mommy took her last breath. This year it went down to none...

It has been one week and a day since I said goodbye to my beautiful mother and now it seems like I have to get back to regular life once again. I'm trying to make sense of everything and this has been the worst week so far. Everyone is telling me to find the new normal but I have no clue what that means. I returned to work yesterday and all I could think about was that I wouldn't be getting...

The horrible event that I was trying to prepare for happened Wednesday morning at 1 am. My mom took her last breath and I had to tell her goodbye. I knew she wasn't hurting anymore but I still wanted my mom to be with me. The last few days have been spent with the preparations for her memorial service and just being with family. The emptiness I feel inside of me seems to have no end and I feel...

I've gone through a lot this weekend and things have gotten worse for her. Yesterday she started to decline quickly and our conversations were about comfort care and funeral arrangements. Last night her blood pressure dropped dramatically and we were told an hour or a day. I don't even know how I'm going to survive without my momma who is my best friend. I have so many fun memories of her and...

Today was the worst day of my life. I went to work and was having a decent day but towards the end of my shift my family was posting for prayers for my mom who has been battling stage 4 breast cancer that went to the bone and to the liver last year. Two weeks ago we discovered it had gone to her brain when she started having seizures. She went through 15 radiation treatments and it seemed like...

Today I had a check up after my appointment with the doctor and got the most amazing news. I guess I should start at the beginning. Last year we discovered I had a tumor on my right kidney and I had to undergo some testing. Tests showed that it was a cancerous tumor and my only option was surgery. During the process of getting ready for the surgery I lost my medical insurance and had to wait a...

I kind of feel like my story Little Girl Lost is rushed and I need some time to plan out what I want to happen next. I kind of have a block on that story right now but I don't want to delete it. I know many of you were reading it and enjoyed it and I promise to get back to it as soon as I can. I know what I want to happen but not sure how I'm going to get there. Please be patient with me as I try...

I would love to do a cowrite with someone who is willing to complete a story and wants to write about Avenged Sevenfold or Ghost Adventures. Any and all ideas welcome. I love writing stories but sometimes I get tired of writing on my own. I would love to write with someone who does the same style as me. I am open to an adoption story, vampire story, or a romance. Send me a message if you are...

I haven't been on mibba for a while but that is because I've told I might have kidney cancer. I've had nothing but fear and worry going through my mind. I'm having an MRI today and will get results tomorrow. I don't know what I'm going to do when I found out exactly how much of my kidney they are going to take and what further treatments will have to taken. I just wanted everyone to know that I'm...

I got a call from my niece a few days ago and she wanted to know what I was doing May 17th-19th and I told her I wasn't sure. This is the same niece that missed the Hail to the King tour and she was devastated at missing Avenged Sevenfold. She asked me if I wanted to go to Rock on the Range and honestly with money being so tight I told her I couldn't afford it. Turns out she was buying tickets for...

Why is it when you finally find something to be happy about someone has to ruin it? I'm not going into details but I'm just going to say if you aren't happy with your life don't bring down people who are happy in their lives. It seems like every time things start to go right everything falls apart. I'm sick of always picking up the pieces when someone decides to bring me down. I'm sick of my...

I hope everyone is having a wonderful Thanksgiving. I wish my holidays were filled with laughter and family but that all stopped about 9 years ago when my mom died. We tried to make it continue for dad but it wasn't the same. My dad died 8 years ago and the family doesn't even get together anymore. I find it harder and harder to stay happy and be in the holiday mood but I've come to the conclusion...

I know that many of you have noticed that my stories are really behind on updates and I think it is only fair if I explain why. I just recently found out my mom has breast cancer and I've been trying to be strong for her. The updates I get on her just keep getting worse and I know that she has a long fight ahead of her and I want to be there for her. I've had other issues as well but the most...

I know that I've been behind on my updates lately and that is about to get worse. My mom was just diagnosed with breast cancer and I'm having trouble dealing with it right now. She has to have an entire breast removed because it is filled with cancer and it has gone into her lymph nodes. I know that is bad and I haven't been able to do anything but cry all day.I was adopted at the age of 3 by my...

Why is that when a person is hurt at work or home sick all their coworkers start to overly interested in their lives? I have had that problem since I hurt my leg at work and I'm getting sick of it. If I post something on Facebook they immediately think I'm talking about work and that isn't the case. They always ask what is wrong or if I'm going to quit and all I want to respond with is if I wanted...

I don't know if anyone else has this problem but I have a friend who only wants to hang out with me when he is between girlfriends. He claims that he can't find any better friends than me and my husband but as soon as a girl comes along he pushes all his friends to the side. I have known him since he was a small boy and use to protect him from his older brothers. My husband went to school with him...

I just have to say I'm not real thrilled about the new set up of Mibba. I can see some good from this new set up but I can also see the negative because of the way it has some Facebook features now as well. The old Mibba had my stories set up in a way that it kept the stories I updated on certain days together and now they are all over the place. I would love that part of the new Mibba to go back...