before you read this, I must confront you. This is just plain jibberish and a way to delay myself more from my art project, that sadly is due tomorrow, and art creation bores me to deathIt's nearly been a year since i've posted a journal post. - mostly spam, I admit.A chilly winter sunday, afternoon. I lazily got out of bed roughly an hour or so ago, so around one ish.. after my mother had yelled...

if only you could see me, through my own eyes..what goes on in my head..what i feel..then Jesus Christ >_>I'm a maniac in the making.good and bad, take your pick it wont matter (L)I'm misunderstood, by the hell.. i just want to say what i actually feel, and the way i want to say it.. and for someone to understand me. not for me to repeat or explain myself a thousand and fifty times only to...