Lost_Inside

Name
Lost_Inside
Age
30
Gender
Female
Location
Australia
Joined date
June 19th, 2009

Falling from grace

Trust me, I know how it feels.
I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one can hear you.
I know what it's like to wait for everyone to fall asleep so you can fall apart.
I know how you feel when you say everything hurts so bad, I just want it all to end.
I know exactly how it feels.

If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me (:

Actions speak louder then words. (Or so I've heard)

Look at you. You're young. And you're scared. Why are you so scared? Stop being paralyzed. Stop swallowing your words. Stop caring what other people think. Wear what you want. Say what you want. Listen to the music you want to listen to. Play it as loud as fuck and dance to it. Go out for a drive at midnight and forget that you have school the next day. Stop waiting for Friday. Live now. Do it now. Take risks. Tell secrets. This life is yours. When are you going to realize that you can do whatever you want?

Some days you will feel sad without knowing why. Like you lost something very precious but forgot what it was or like you miss someone you never met. Be gentle with yourself.

Don't believe the things you tell yourself so late at night. You are your own worst enemy.

Close your eyes.
Clear you heart.
Let it go.

No one can tell us who we are.

If nothing else, one day you can look someone straight in the eyes and say, 'But I lived through it. And it made me who I am today.'

If you captured your life in snapshots, what would it look like?

Sometimes you have to forget what you want to remember what you deserve.

Maybe it's not always about trying to fix something broken. Maybe it's about starting over and creating something better.

Good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

You never know how strong you are, until being strong is the only choice you have left.

I am nowhere near perfect.
I eat when I am bored.
I fall for boys to easily.
I'm vulnerable to believing lies.
I'm hoping that one day I won't need a fake smile.
I live by quotes that explain exactly what I'm going through.
I make up excuses for everything.
I have best friends and enemies.
I have drama and memories.
I am an average teenager.
(And that's life)
Live it. Love it. Learn from it.

A strong person is not the one who doesn't cry. A strong person is the one who knows how to be quiet, shed a tear for a moment, and then picks up their sword and fight again.

If for all your life you think happiness is all about sunshine, then maybe, no one has ever told you about dancing in the rain.

Music is a total constant. That's why we have such a visceral connection to it. Because a song can take you back instantly to a moment, or a place, or even a person. No matter what else has changed in you or the world, that one song stays the same, just like that moment.

Life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forwards.

Sometimes it's easy to feel like you're the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, or unsatisfied at barely getting by. But that feeling is a lie and if you hold on; just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find the way and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes, someone to help us hear the music in the world. To remind us it won't always be this way. That someone is out there and that someone will find you.

Everyone is fighting their own battle.
To be free from their past.
To live in their present.
And to create their future.
So have heart.

The minute you think of giving up, think of the reason why you held on so long.

Your heart beats, no matter how much pain you're in.

11:11 happens twice a day because everyone deserves a second chance.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that I have hope for you. That you will keep your love for the world, even though it beats you down everyday.

When you're young, everything feels like the end of the world. But it's not. It's just the beginning.

If you're reading this, you are beautiful and everything is going to be okay <3

Here's to the kids, who try their hardest to be good enough for everyone. Who spend hours scrolling through quotes just to find the right one to describe their mood. Who wait online for that one certain person to sign on, just to gather up the nerve to say hello. Who listen to the same song dozens of times because the lyrics mean a lot and with the words, a memory plays in their minds. Who deserve so much more than they get, and are wiling to fight for it. And whose wish upon a shooting star or 11:11 was wasted on someone who will never care.

Just because she comes off strong, doesn't mean she didn't fall asleep crying. And even though she acts like nothing's wrong, maybe she's just really good at lying.