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I've looked for him in the yearbook, but I couldn't find him. There's a very slim chance you would know who he was. If I ever saw him in school, I don't remember him. He still tries to text me every one in awhile, but I never respond. lol

I'm glad that everything is working out. I definitely need to meet him. haha

If Johnny is on the next season, which I'm sure he is since he's on every one, I hope he's the first to go. Or maybe he'll hit someone and he'll get kicked out. ;)

What are you excited about the job or the creeper? lol The guy was a couple years behind us in school, but he dropped out. But he knew who I was, which I found strange because the people I graduated with probably don't know who I am. I still haven't had any luck with job hunting. Every job I look at requires a drivers license or experience, and I have neither. One of my managers keeps bugging me about becoming an assistant manager, but there is no way. I don't even want to work there now, becoming a manager won't make it any better. I also didn't go to college to become an assistant manager at the Dollar Tree.

So I take Jake moving in has gone smoothly? Has your mom warmed up to the idea yet? lol

I still can't believe he did that. And with you agreeing that what he did was wrong is saying something because I know he's your favorite. haha

The job still sucks. The only good thing that has happened was the creepy kid who had a crush on me quit.
I've been looking on Indeed and I might have found a couple possibilities.

Speaking of hockey, I got to cross something off my bucket list this summer when I got my picture taken with the Stanley Cup. Season ticket holders got to go to Consol to see all the trophies and to get their pictures taken with them.

I hope you that have watched all of The Rivals III, because I need to vent about the finale. So if you haven't watched the final episode go do that and finish reading this later lol. HOW DARE BANANAS KEEP ALL THE MONEY?! This was the only season where I was hoping that he would win only because he had Sarah as his partner. I really thought that he had changed and that he would do the right thing. But no, he's still a douche.

I did get the job, and I hate every minute of it. A bitchy customer complained about me yesterday because she didn't like the way I bagged her items. But at least it took a month for a customer to complain, while that happened the first week at Eat n Park.

I don't know my schedule for next week, but rumor has it that they are cutting hours. i don't know if I work Monday but I usually have Tuesdays off. But I'll let you know for sure when I look at the schedule tomorrow.

As soon as I came home from having lunch with you and your mom my mom made me fill out an application for a new Dollar Tree that just opened by my house, that I can walk to. So I work there while I learn to drive. Which no, I haven't driven yet but I think my mom is finally convinced that I don't need insurance while I'm learning. So I will start learning soon, because trust me, I don't want to work at the Dollar Tree longer than I have to. Haha

I still can't believe that out of all the people that could have sat at our table, it had to be Brett. But no, nothing happened of course.

I hate all the 'Are You the One" teams, I don't understand why they get to be on the show. I don't know if you saw the last Challenge episode, but Bananas and Sarah finally made up. So hopefully, now that they made up they will definitely be the team to beat.

I didn't see your message for awhile actually. I usually get an email saying that I have a comment on here, but I didn't one this time and I really don't go on here often. And then when I did see that you replied, I didn't really have anything to write about, but now since we've had lunch and you know that I have nothing going on I figured it was time to write back haha.

As you know I don't have car insurance and my mom won't let me drive without it and I need a job to afford insurance but I need a car to get to said job. I'm looking at jobs within walking distance from me so I can get insurance and eventually a car.

I now understand the job hunting struggle so I wish you luck. haha

The new season of the Challenge begins May 4. This season has Johnny and Sara paired up, so this could be the first time I'm actually hoping that Johnny wins. lol

I went and got my permit again a couple weeks ago and I still haven't driven yet. My mom told me she doesn't want to teach me to drive, she says she's "too old". My grandma told me awhile ago that she would pay for me to get driving lessons. I really don't want a stranger to teach me to drive, because it's going to be hard for me and I don't want to freak out with some random person. So I'm hoping to avoid that if at all possible.

I'm not looking to find a job in Pittsburgh at least not yet. When I was looking before I found a lot of jobs in Greensburg, which is where I'm hoping to be for right now. You'll have to make sure that you keep me updated on the job search when you start.
Haha it doesn't surprise me that your dad is wary. But at least they don't hate him. xD

I am happy to report that Cara did end up winning. Her and Jamie did really well on the second day of the final, and came in first. The rookie Cory and Mitch came in second, and Jenna and Brianna came in third.

I know I told you in April that my dad was told that he only had a few months to live. I just want to tell you because you might feel weird asking; but my dad is alive and doing better than he has in years. He still lives with my grandma and has stopped drinking completely, which is a miracle by itself. And I feel closer to him than I have ever felt in my life even though I don't live with him anymore. We don't know how his health is since they never tell us anything, and frankly I'm afraid to ask. But he's doing fine as of right now.

Thank you! Since then, my dad and grandma have both sent me cards to congratulate me, so it's all good now. lol

How do your parents feel about Jake? I'm having a hard time picturing your dad liking anyone that you date. haha
I did look at jobs online, but some of them required actual drivers license that I still don't have. And also, being driven to an actual adult job is embarrassing, so I'm trying to get my license before doing serious job searching.

Haha you know how I feel about Johnny so I was ecstatic when he and Vince got eliminated. I'm hoping that Cara will win, but I've seen the previews for the final Challenge and she doesn't seem to be doing so well in them.

I did my senior project on December 17, so I am officially a college graduate! I'm not going to lie, I've been dreading graduating because that means I have to somehow find a job and be an adult, and start paying off student loans.

Christmas was good this year. I was really looking forward to having our old Christmas traditions at the house that we couldn't do last year. The only downer was that no one on my dad's side congratulated me on graduating. I think that Salena was the only one to do it, and you know it's bad when Salena is actually the only one to be nice to me. But, how was your Christmas? Did you come back home at all?

In happier news, I went to my sixth Pens game this season on Tuesday night because my aunt got season tickets. So that's been the highlight of my year so far. haha

Ooh that is big, but exciting! Something new in the same place you are now, or something totally different?

Have you been watching the Challenge? I hope so because it's pretty good this season.

I never see Brett anymore since I'm always late to that class now. Like, right now, I should be in Public Speaking but I don't want to go in late again since I've been late the last two classes. Which is why I'm currently in the computer lab skipping my first class of the semester. lol

My first speech was supposed to be 3 minutes long but mine was only a little over 2, but I still got a B so I'm fine with that. I had another speech last Wednesday, and that was supposed to be 5 minutes but mine was only like 3, but once again I still got a B. All I need is to pass Public Speaking so I really don't care how I do as long as I pass. ;p

How are things going with your job and Jake? How are liking being an adult? haha

I have a story for you. Two weeks ago, I went to register for graduation. The thing I was worried about was if I was too late registering to be able to graduate in December. But when I get there the lady tells me that I got a D in Research Methods last semester so I have to drop out of Senior Thesis to take Research Methods again. To say that I was upset was an understatement. It's already embarrassing enough that I've been in college for so long, I couldn't handle having to stay in for another semester or maybe two. So, I sent an email to my professor from Research Methods pretty much begging him to give me a C. I had a 69.3 in that class anyway so it wasn't much of a stretch. He sends me an email a couple days later saying to meet with him in his office on Tuesday. He sent me another email to cancel that appointment but to tell me that he looked over my grade, and with the bonus that he forget to add the first time, I should have gotten a 70. Long story short; he gave me that the C that I should have gotten originally and I registered for graduation today with no problem.

I see Brett on Monday and Wednesdays when I stand out in the hall waiting for his class let out of the room where my class is. That's pretty much everything going on with Brett. lol

P.S. I also have my first ever speech in college (I've gotten out of all of them so far, haha) for Public Speaking on Wednesday and I am already freaking out.

It feels strange writing on here again. Be prepared, I might have a lot to talk about. haha

The concert was amazing of course! It felt so surreal to be in the same place as them and to hear them speak in person instead of online. I must admit that I teared up a couple times, because I just love them so much. lol
But, I do have to mention this women and her two daughters that were sitting in front of me. Both the daughters made signs; the younger daughter was only like 5, so her mom would hold her sign up for her. So the mom would hold it up a little and turn around to me to see if it was blocking my view, which was fine. But, during the very last song, she held it up all the way and totally blocked my view. This was when Liam was dressed as a caterpillar, I don't know if you saw that. And then when I went on tumblr later, I saw that Liam and Louis sprayed each other with silly string. I literally didn't even know that happened because of that bitch and her stupid sign. I still mentally kick myself for not saying anything to the women. Don't ask me why I didn't say anything, because I don't know. :/

I'm not sure about Brett. I do feel like he would be a good first boyfriend. Like, I think he's cute but he's no Harry Styles. And that's a good thing because I'm an anxious mess around guys who I think are cute. So, I feel like he wouldn't intimidate me, if that makes any sense, when we hung out. And he likes sports so I figured that we couldn't run out of things to talk about.
School starts on the 31st. I'm not looking forward to it. I have to take my two most dreaded classes; Public Speaking and Senior Thesis. Madame Triplette is going to France with her husband this semester so a new French teacher will be teaching French 3. And I'm afraid that the new professor is going to be too hard. And to top it off, I haven't figured out how I'll be getting to school since I just can't walk there anymore.

I was kind of hoping that you would forget about writing back. haha

My situation hasn't gotten any better, but I've been too focused on finals to worry about my crappy life. Finals are thankfully over, but I still have to revise my final paper for Research Methods. This class has been giving me trouble all semester. I have a D in the class, which I have never gotten a D in a class that wasn't math. I'm afraid that I'll have to take the class over again, and that would totally mess up everything for next semester.

Oohh! Is he in the Army? Because that would be awesome! But if he isn't that's cool too. lol We will have to get together when ever you come to visit so that way I can tell you about my crappy life and you can tell me about your new man. ;)

The Pens make me happy and sad at the same time. I'm happy when I watch because it's a chance to not think about any of my problems, but then again I'm anxious watching the game because I want them to win so badly. But if they don't win tonight, I'm going to be so disappointed.

During my advising meeting yesterday he asked me what job I wanted after I graduate, and I said I didn't know. What I really meant was that I don't care what I do, as long as I have a job that has a decent pay that I can live on. So now I have to go to Career Services on Monday and they can apparently tell me what I should do. I also have to go there to see about getting an internship. The good thing is I only need 12 credits next semester so I'm taking French 3, Public Speaking (which I'm already dreading), Senior Thesis and an elective that I haven't decided yet because I want to take one as easy as possible. lol

I've decided that it didn't bother me that Sarah did that to Johnny. I figured that Johnny's won enough of challenges and has done some pretty shady things on them, that he deserved to be eliminated. I know you don't agree with that. haha

And absolutely nothing has happened with Brett. I've accepted the fact that nothing is ever going to happen.

If we keep playing like we have the past few games with not being able to score more than one goal a game, we definitely aren't going to make it far.

I'm sorry you can't take your cat. I was gong to ask if your apartment allowed pets but it sounded too nice to allow animals. I'm sure it will be hard at first living by yourself, but after awhile I bet you'll love it.

Once again, congrats on your big girl job!

I just knew that Nany and Bananas were the ones that were going to come back. I was actually rooting for Bananas for once, because I knew that he and Jordan could band together to kick out Wes. But I just need Sarah to win, though now it's going to be hard for Sarah and Jordan to win with Nany and Bananas back.

We made eye contact for about .2 seconds today which is the most in weeks, so it's kind of progress. He better be working on Saturday because we need to make this happen. lol

How do you feel about the trade the Pens made on Monday? I found out about Bortuzzo when I was in the computer lab and I kind of teared up a bit. I really liked Borts, Despres not so much. I was surprised to trade away our physical defense men, but I understand we need experience and if it helps us win the cup then I am all for it.

When I heard that it was a trivia challenge, I thought for sure that Sarah and Jordan were going to win. I'm just happy that they talked their way out of going to the Dome. I don't think I've mentioned this, but I've always liked Leroy. So if Sarah and Jordan somehow fall apart, I hope that Leroy and Nia win.

Haha I thought you would appreciate that fact about Brett. He and I haven't made eye contact since that day, so who knows anymore. Although, I did hear him speak for the first time this semester on Tuesday so that was nice lol. It's totally normal to miss school. You don't have the routine of going to class everyday anymore and you have to grow up and get a big girl job. I'm dreading graduating actually. So know that you aren't alone.

I was surprised at how small the packaging for the Oreos was when I first saw it. I don't even like red velvet that much, I mostly got them for the cream cheese frosting in the center. lol

I personally never saw what the big deal is about Beyonce is and why everyone on Tumblr is obsessed with her.

I have never read, nor do I ever plan on reading 50 Shades of Grey. Of course there is no reason to not try to get your work published. You never know unless you try. ;)

Sarah really is the only one who deserves to win. As long as Wes and Theresa don't win. I'll even take Johnny and Nany coming back and winning over them. lol
And yes, Zach is a douche, especially after the way he treated Jonna in the last episode. I mean she did do pretty badly on that puzzle, but he was still so disrespectful to her.

I was looking at our yearbook and it turns out that Brett played baseball. And get this; his last name happens to be Clemente and he wore #21. How very clever of him. Apparently Salena has found another poor soul to be her boyfriend, so I am even more desperate to actually get one. The thing is, we are both too shy to make the first move. Too bad you graduated because I can just picture you coming up to us and yelling, "just date each other already!" Which I think is the push we both need, because it's gone nowhere so far.

I thought that commercial was a little over the top. But, then I realized that I'd be pretty excited if my boyfriend got me an ice cream cake haha. If you like Red Velvet you need to try Red Velvet Oreos, those things are magical.

Kanye just needs stop. I saw that he texted Beck and told him to give his Grammy to Beyonce. Like who does that?

Have you recovered about Johnny being eliminated yet? You know that I'm happy about it, also happy that Nany is gone too. But knowing my luck they will win the Exile and be the ones that come back. Next, I want Wes and Theresa to get eliminated, because I don't like either of them.

I got an A on the French test. Thank god that she makes the tests easy or there's no way that I would get A's on the tests. Research Methods was cancelled this week so I still don't know if my topic was okay or not.

Nothing really happened with Brett this week. Tuesday's class was cancelled so I only had Thursday. He looked up when I was walking down the hall because he was one of the people outside the room waiting for the other class to be done. He was also two people behind me when I was leaving Powers hall today. As much as I would love to actually have a Valentine's this year, I know nothing is going to happen. lol

I just have to mention that today when I went to look at Brett he looked away real fast which means he was looking at me first, and this happened twice. So maybe hope is not dead yet. haha

Last night's episode was sad too because it was Knight's last show. I watched the After Show and they did a little tribute to Knight and at the end everyone was crying, including me. I never liked Knight but it's still so sad. It is so weird to think the Diem was never going to get better when she left the show, and that was the last time she'd ever be on a challenge. This whole season doesn't feel the same. I still enjoy it, but it feels different. The one good thing is that Nany keeps mentioning how bad she is at relationships and she doesn't say anything about being in a relationship so I guess that means the she and Cohutta broke up. Which makes me happy, because I think Cohutta was too good for Nany. Also, I have to say that the other good thing about this season is that every episode Zach has his shirt off and I appreciate it greatly. haha

I really don't think anything is going to happen with Brett. On Thursday I was turned around to collect the papers and I could finally see his face, but he looked off to the side the whole time. He didn't show up yesterday, so I couldn't look at the top of his head waiting for him to look up. So I guess it just wasn't meant to be.

Just a little update; my research topic is due tomorrow and I still got nothing. I also have a French test on Friday and know nothing. So I guess this is when the school stress starts. lol