i'm dying to do more. i'm falling short in every aspect that drives me. everything i want, everything that makes me try, every goal i have.. i'm failing. i want to be brilliant, and artistic, and beautiful, and outspoken, and witty, and smart. i want to live up to my standards for once. i want to accomplish the unthinkable, i want to prove the world wrong. when will i ever feel the complete...

Love, is the single most confusing thing you’ll ever know. As humans, we are completely blind to the concept of love. Love tricks us, and makes us believe that lust and romance can be more than they really are. That they can be love, be a great love, but that’s where heartbreak comes in. Once you fall into the trap of being blind-sighted by lust, you fall into a deeper trap, which is the...

he loved me once, more then i thought any boy ever could. he let me believe i was more amazing then any other being on this planet. that i had a beauty that was undeniable, that i had this light about me that never seemed to fade, that i was perfect in his eyes. and it was that way for a while. i made dreams of being his, of being the one he wanted to hold, and love, and he made me feel that he...

i've met some amazing ppl there.people i love dearly.but now,i dont know what's been going on.but i do know i hope i dont loose you.i hope i dont loose all our memories.all the nights we spent,talking about things that the world would never understand.listening to each others problems,trying to help one another.late night phone calls,dreams that no one would get.tears of laughter.all that good...

no time to deal with all the sorrows of this heartacheto deal with all the sadness within meno time to think about myself,there seems to always be time for them.for them to beat me down with these words.for them to make me feel like scum.for them to scream in my ears,making them bleed,making my heart scream with fury.they never take the time to take me for me.i've been taken for granted, and my...

and he dosent even know it,but i still love him.we've been through a lot.and we never even had our chance at going out.and now,it's all to late.he's long since forgotten my name.forgotten the smile i left on his face.forgotten the butterflies i used to give him.forgotten all the words he said.forgotten all the dreams we had.he's forgotten it all.and now my names is nothing but a taste in his...

wow what an amazing day! i got to talk to matthew fuh reaking LUSH! that made my year i think. he has the cutest voice ever. i'll talke to him again one day!