Dear Diary,every relationship has its problems. some worse then others, but how do we get through them> So you just ignore it and hope it does away or do you fight with your loved one? maybe sit does and talk about it? but when id after all that or whatever you do, you still feel like utter shit? Connor and I have been having problems lately. Everyone does. We have been together almost 9 months...

Have you ever actually thought about death? I have it sucks.. sucks alot. You think about who you have lost. ways of death wonder how you will die.. things like that. and the more you think about it the more you feel depressed the more you feel like doing it yourself. you wonder what will happen after death, if there is a god and hell really. you think about how will truly miss you and think about...