dear JimmyI never got to meet you in reality. i wasn't a close personal friend of yours. some say my obsession with a7x was and still is unhealthy. i don't care because they don't understand. on December 29th 2009 when i found out about your death it was like a part of me was ripped out. there is this emptiness in my chest i cant find a way to heal it and fill it up. my family says the way im...