Please, anyone do me a huge favor. haha it's 1:30 in the morning. and I'm doing fucking homework. I'm thinking about using this poem for this gay as hell renaissance art assignment for school but I'm sleep deprived and consequently a bit delusional. so I can't tell if it's totally stupid or not.here goes nothing.I wish that I could tell you,but I dont know how to saythat something in your eyes...

I feel like I have to talk to someone. So I don't care if you read this all or say anything back, but I need to put this into words.My best guy friend for a couple years just became my boyfriend. And that's just a little weird for me because I've kind of always distanced myself from any kind of relationship. It's just the way I am. I'm not the kind of girl who judges herself by the number of guys...

i cant seem to help myself. i cant stop the anxiety as it's coming, so I end up giving in to it later, drowning it in alcohol every night after I spend the day treading water.I dont even like tequila. it makes me want to throw up, like the last time I poisoned myself with it. but I still took pulls from the bottle til my pulse seemed to slow to it's current drunken pace.I'm not even depresed...

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So Fxck The World&Let's Get High!At least, that how the saying goes. If anyone asks, I am definitely not publicly condoning illegal drug use. But this raises an interesting debate! We'll get to that later!Did you know thaat..I look just like Buddy Holly. oh oh and your Mary Tyler Moore?Im just in one of those moods that every song I listen to is absolutely orgasmical. I love it.Today I watched...

I. am not. a whore. (but I like to journal). I hope you understand that joke....

Im just kidding.. You probably don't wanna read this. But now you're stuck aren't ya? (:Just go with this. I need you. Because I need help. *sighh* here goes.I caaaannntt stooppp liissstennning tooo essscaaappee tthee faaatee D:this may eventually become a problem. but for now i'm fine with it.(:I know what your probably thinking. "omg me too! holy titties escape the fate is the cat's fxcking...

So being a teenager attending high school in today's world, Ive seen my fair share of some pretty messed up stuff. (You can bet there will be more on this to come..) I'm sure a lot of you know what I'm talking about.. & being more active on mibba introduces me to many other messed up things.Now I don't really wanna offend anyone (not into that kinda thing) or get in a fight with someone over...

hi.its nice to meet you.you can call me jude.what is your name?I realize you don't care. But if i could have one wish, It would be that you would. I wish that someone wanted to hear what i have to say, Simply because what i say reaches them in some way.So this is me...as far as I know..I LIKE TO CALL MYSELFA HIPPIE.It is my goal in life to:make peace where there is war,spread love where there is...