Some of you might remember me posting a journal some time ago explaining that I had finally booked in a date for my nose job. The responses I received were both positive and negative, so some might be a little peeved that I went ahead with the surgery on the Friday just gone.I had been so excited leading up to the surgery but as soon as they laid me onto the bed to wheel me into the theatre I...

I find it really difficult to give out my true personality over the internet. A lot of people think it’s easier to be true to yourself when you’re online, because no one can see you and no one can judge you. But for me, I think it’s the same as being out there in the real world – if not, worse than that. I sometimes feel like I shouldn’t say certain things because I will be categorised....

I don't know if anyone has seen or heard of him before, but I just found him on Youtube and omg wow oh wow. He is so hot and his voice is like mmmmfff!!!!!! I love having obsessions :DDDD ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ The bug on these journals are really...

I'm almost crying. I feel so sad.Racists.I hate them.Is anyone watching the documentary right now, or has seen the news?I was vaguely familiar with the story, but of course the incident took place when I was about 1 years old. Having it all over the TV now and finding out what actually happened is making me feel so sad.The poor boys family.Sick sick b*stards. 18 years of freedom they've had and...

Everyone else is doing it...TURN ON'S- Taller than me- Little bit of stubble- White teeth- Nice smile- Toned but not overly muscular- Thick eyebrows- Dark hair- Big light eyes- Obvious jawline- Veins on arms and hands- Always smells good- A smoker- A romantic- Confident- Little bit nerdy- Not judgemental- Musical- Older than me by about 4yrs+- Fashionable (good shoes are important)- Someone who...

BACKGROUNDSo me and Ricky have been really good friends since literally the very day I was born. My mum and he's mum were close, so Ricky's mum came up to the hospital with Ricky (even though he was like 10 days old) to come see me and my mum when I had just been born.We went to the same schools, hung out all the time, and were just really good friends. When I was about 13 I was like "Daaamn." I...

Sometimes I feel like I can't express how I really feel on here. I worry that people will think I am begging for sympathy or something. I know it's stupid, and the majority of people won't think that, but I'm just completely paranoid. Idk, I just can't help it.Cake Boss is on TV all day today. YES YES YES. I can watch this show for hours.I'm going Nando's later with a few friends that I haven't...

So I've finally booked my consultation with Harley Medical Group about my Rhinoplasty (nose job). This is a really big decision for me, and after considering it for 2 years, I now can honestly say I am now 100% ready to do this.Don't get me wrong, after my consulation I might feel completely different, but right now I couldn't be more sure that this is the best decision for me.I don't even feel...

I had the bestest time last night with my friends. We went to Winter Wonderland at Hyde Park, London and it was so much fun.We went last year too, but this year was so much better. I ended up being pretty wasted and spent so much money, but hey ho, in the spirit of Christmas I guess!Here is me and my friends lastnight. I'm in the middle.So I was speaking to a boy I know today, who was straight up...

I didn't think I'd actually do it... BUT I MADE A VIDEO!Ahhh, I'm actually so scared posting this. As you can probably tell I was really scared making it too.Oh and sorry if you cant understand my accent. I am a Londoner, but my accent is very much the common kind rather than a posh one.Questions for you:1. What did you think of my Q&A?2. Do you have any more questions for me?3. Have you...

There really are some horrible people in this world.I don't know how many people have seen this video, but it is filmed by a passenger on a London Tram, of a British woman discriminating against ethnic minorities and being extremely racist.Worst of all, you can see there are quite a few babies on board, even her OWN child who is sitting on her lap. Her language is just well... ugh.This video...

I know it's extreme but I am seriously about to fall asleep. I am so tired but it's only 7:30pm, and I don't want to end up waking up at like 3amo.0What can I do to keep occupied?Any ideas? Something I can do aside from read. That just makes me more sleepy..Chores is not an option either. Something fun, like even an online game. Anything! I beg of you!Oh and also feel free to add me on Skype:...

I've beenstalking crushing on someone for about 2 and half years. It's so pathetic. But he works in the same office building as me, and I sometimes see him when I'm outside smoking a cigarette. He smokes too, which I love.We always say hello to each other, and then we kind of akwardly stand there in silence, puffing away on our cigs.This has been going on for almost three years, and the last time...

Went to a club lastnight with my friends, and Jemain Defoe, Aaron Lennon and Lucien from BB were in the VIP area. Their team came over to us and asked us if we wanted to join them in the VIP area and have drinks with them.It was pretty cool. It's not every day you can say you were out drinking with footballers!Jermain Defo is like extremely small though, it was funny. I am 5'9 plus I was wearing...

I have decided I am going to eat one meal a day, and if I feel faint or severely hungry I will have a can of redbull or a chocolate bar.Just wish I could be how I used to be. I know that when I see people now who I haven't seen in ages, they're looking at me thinking 'oh, she's gained weight.'Dont get me wrong, I'm still slim. I weigh between 9 and a half and 10 stone last time I checked, and I'm...

I'm actually quite concerned now.I cry alot. Like alot. Even when I've had a fairly normal day, I might come home and have a little cry.I even cry really bad when I see something that makes me happy. Like the smallest thing, I'll cry asif I'll never be happy. I get jelous.Last night, I couldn't sleep at all. I was so tired, but my mind was distracted. Silent tears rolled down my cheeks and soaked...

Hi guys.Today I went shopping and did my Christmas Shopping for my family. I spent about £50 on each of my two sisters, and the same on my nan. I also ended up spending over £200 on my dad and my friend who was with me was like "woaaaaah your spending so much!"Is £200 too much to spend on my dad? A few years ago I bought him a Playstation3 which was like over £300 at the time, and so if...

Some random nutcase jumps up and bites you on a train.Yeah, that's what happened to me.Some random woman who I ever never seen before starts randomly calling me a slut for being blonde and wearing make up. She attacks me, pulls my hair and punches me in the face, before people on the carriage try to get between us. My hand gets caught inbetween and she she takes that opportunity to try and savage...

OK, so I've been registered here since 2007 but I'm not a regular and literally no one knows me. So I thought it would be worth jumping on the band wagon and doing one of these Q&A's so people can learn a bit about the sort of person I am.I am willing to answer all questions (nothing innapropriate please!) and I will answer them via a journal entry or a video... I haven't decided yet....

I'm seriously stressing out right now and I've had a really crappy day today.I'm going to Faces NightClub tomorrow night for my friends 20th Birthday and I'm really excited to go, but I always get this same feeling when I'm going out with all of my friends on a big night... Self concious.It kind of makes me question what kind of friends I have if I feel this way when I'm around them. They're my...