Ok this is my first journal and this is not no one buisness but I dont know what to do.Here it is my cousin that I love like a brother I put my heart in him but he lie sometime to me like me say he will come see me (because he live in Iowa)but sometime he not and he going through hard times.I dont know if I can keep my faith in him(this is not all he has done I cant tell you all of it)It the wrong...