I can't remember the last time I came here. I can't remember who I was talking to or what I was doing with my life but the last time I visited here, in a serious manner, is a long ways away.Now I'm back, and, I think I'm more depressed than I've ever been.I won't disclose the details, but, recently I... Realized that I ruined the best thing I've ever had going for me. My future is up in the air...