I don't know what to do... my life is a freaking mess. Most of the time I don't want to wake up and go to school. I don't like the school im going 2. I really don't have friends except for Alvin, Kiara, Roberto, Jesus and Elliot. nobody talks to me in class except for them.I think its my fault i haven't made new friends cause I thought I could go through the rest of the year without new freinds...

I feel like crying, screaming, yelling at people who caused me painMy Life has been getting a lot better, but at the same time it's getting worse.I've been like this since i entered the sixth grade and now I'm in the ninth grade.In the sixth grade i realized everything was a freaking lie.In the Seventh grade something scarred me and it stills me affects me very much.In the Eight grade I started...