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Thank you very much for the comment! I was beginning to think people were starting to not like the story haha xD

thank you for the story comment!
i'm glad you like it :D

ahh im sorry lol i'm getting worse and worse at replying D: lol
but yeah i can picture the same thing :P

and hmm let's see, i joined the golf team at my school x) ive really never played before but i figured since it was my senior year i had nothing to lose lol besides that nothing really.
whats new with you?

ah me to.. theres like 9 months till im 18, till freedom ;P
although ill most likely still be living with my parents so it will be freedom with some "you still live under our roof" restrictions x)


aw sick :c I hope you're okay<3

ahh i know what you mean, i thought senior years was suppose to be the easiest lol but ive had more work this year then my three other years in highschool >.< and i have midterms coming up :c
but yeah besides school nonsense lol ive been pretty good too =)

Ahh I'm sorry lol i fail at replying to comments x)
So how you been?

Aww, thanks. :D

Thanks so much.
I'm trying to start writing fiction cause I want to be a novelist (maybe) but it's harder than I thought..

Wow thank you so much for what you said about my story. It really means a lot to me that you can relate to you and that you think so highly of it. I'm stunned.

i love you too lizzie!

wow lol this is suchhhh delayed message, but yes seriously, it was an awesome concert id totally recommend going to see him.. hes amazing<3:P,
the only bad thing was the amount of 11 yr olds that stood there in shear boredom till fireflies came one then they were all ahhh! it was terrible *sigh* i hate little kids lol

so hows your summer going?

Haha...yeah. it's okay.

-sigh- I hope so...thanks...^.^

yeah. He really is...lol

yeah...what I really need to do is get over it.
Like, he already has her and he's already said that he's not giving her up. I need to get a guy, but...I just...don't want anyone but him...But I guess I need to go see if theres another fish in the sea who's as cute as him.

I kno...he's so clueless about everything sometimes...lol...It took him a month to realize his wife liked him...lol

xoxo

That's rough. I'm sorry about that.

I know. I actually almost brought it up. We were talking over Starbucks the other day, and I was just casually like, "What would you do if you found out someone loved you? Like, one of your best friends. What would you say?"

He had kind of shrugged and said, "I would probably thank them for liking me that much, but I have the love of my life, and I'm not letting her go."

I cut the conversation short and made up something about having a headache and went home.

They made up, btw...>.<

Now they're talking about going on vacay to paris or rome.

>.<

I feel like puking whenever he brings it up.

xoxo

I'm going to college in the fall, so that will be a lot easier. He and his wife moved into a new house too, so I don't always see him. It's easier when I can talk to him on the phone, because I can't see them together.

I like that. when we're talking on the phone and it's just us, talking about the old days. They're in the middle of a fight right now, and they're arguing and he's talking to me, and I can't help but almost hope they don't make up...

I feel horrible for that...

The thing I'm most afraid of is if I told him that I love him, he would probably pick his wife, and that would kill me...yknow?

xoxo

Yeah. It is hard for me, but I love seeing him happy like that. Honestly, I haven't seen him so happy since he graduated high school, and even then, he didn't smile constantly, like he does now.

He's always like, "oh, my wife. my gorgeous wife."

Sometimes, though, I just think it would be easier if I told him that I can't be friends with him anymore because I'm in love with him.

But then I think, we've been friends for like, eight years, and I don't want to throw that away. I love him, and I love being friends with him.

xoxo

I've met her before, and she's really a nice person. I like her. That's why I don't have the heart to tell him. Not only would it ruin any kind of friendship, but it would make both of them mad at me. It's not even like Paulie and I have been friends forever. We met in sixth grade.

sometimes thought, the juiciest details are the hardest to bear.

he just called a few minutes ago and told me she might be pregnant.

pregnant.

Then she'll be having his love and his baby.

but like I said.

It's better this way, because they're both so unconsciously happy

xoxo

hey your welcome =)
ahh i <33 owl city lol im going to go see him in april xDDD

oh. I'm sorry. that's rough...

But you know, I'm sort of glad that he doesn't know. If he knew he wouldn't tell me everything, and I like being his confidant, ykno.

loller...he was a purity-ring wearer, so I had to talk him down with his nerves on wedding night....

he called me when they were in the hotel room while she was in the bathroom.

"Jojo, you gotta help me. I'm so nervous, I don't know what to."

I was like, "Calm down, Paulie. Where is she?"

"In the bathroom. Jojo, what if I'm no good? What if I'm lousy in bed?"

I laughed and was like, "Paulers, she's a virgin too. It doesn't matter, first of all, second of all, she loves you, and you love her. There is no bad or good at sex. There's only if you enjoyed it and she enjoyed it, or you and she didn't. Just relax and be the adorable, cute and romantic man that I know you are, and I know you'll be fine."

He had taken a few deep breaths and then had laughed at himself too. "Thanks, Jojo. I don't know what I would've done if you hadn't been there. I love you, beautiful."

I knew he'd meant that he loved me as a friend, but my heart skipped a beat and when I heard her voice on the other end too, asking who he was talking to, my heart sank and I broke into tears. I only managed to say, "I love you too, Paulie. Bye," before I started sobbing.

that's the hardest, I think. When he tells me that he loves me and then tals me that he loves her so much and he knows he picked the right one...

it's torture, but I'm willing to endure it as long as he's happy, ykno.

xoxo

no. He just got married here really recently, and I really don't have the heart to tell him. I mean, he and his wife are just so happy...He sent me some pictures, and it's clear how much in love they are...