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Round in circles -

lets start over

Date :: February 3rd, 2011
Time :: 2:38 PM
Sound :: January Hym | The Decemberists
Feeling :: Stressed
Forward :: Being done with high school

I walk a fine line

Between the right and the real

A Life Like This
Featuring: John O'Callaghan and Jaylee Hulsey
Chapters: 1/?
Status: First chapter is up!
Title Credit:Life Like This by The Maine
Summary:Jaylee Makayla Hulsey picked up her whole life and moved to Boston, Massachusetts when she was only 16-years-old to attend the Berklee College of Music. That’s where she met her best friend in the entire world, Nick Santino.

Drifting
Featuring: Matthew Gray Gubler and Carson Marcus
Chapters: 3/?
Status:Working on the second chapter...
Title Credit:My brain

Holly.
Featuring:Garrett Nickelsen and Holly Gomez
Chapters: 3/?
Status:Trying to get moving on my John Ohhh story, so this is going on a short break.
Title Credit:My brain
Summary:Do you know what it feels like to care so much about a person that you do anything for them? Holly Gomez does. She does everything for John O’Callaghan from laundry to cleaning up the girls that he has “spent time” with. But John doesn’t appreciate what Holly does for him. Holly has been in love with John since she first met him 3 years ago and frankly, John couldn’t really care less. Garrett Nickelsen cares.

I think its time to move up,

so go on and blow us away with your sound

Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers, Stephen Kellogg and the Sixers, Something Corporate, Plan B, Passion Pit, Owl & Penny, Lovedrug, Johnny Cash, Jack's Mannequin, fun., Eye Alaska, Duffy, Chiddy Bang, Cage the Elephant, Brighten, Bright Eyes, The Black Keys, Band of Skulls, The Avett Brothers, Good Old War, The Decemberists, Arcade Fire, The Beatles, Austin Gibbs, Coldplay, Dana Alexandra, Kingsfoil, The Maine, Paramore, A Rocket to the Moon, This Century, Mumford & Sons, Lady Gaga, Katy Perry, Find Vienna, Dead Man's Bones, The States, The Homebody Pilgrims, The Ready Set, Kings of Leon, Ben Folds.

I lack the common sense and confidence,

to bring an end to promises

I will always live for the nights that turned into mornings; and the friends that turned into family. They mean the world me and I will never let them without a fight. I'm a bit of a pessimist, but I'm working on the optimism part. For A Pessimist I'm Pretty Optimistic.
Lazy nights in, crazy nights out; this is what I thrive for. The simplicity of life amazes me. I sometimes wish something special will happens to me and I'd be internally happy. But I learned no matter how happy you are, you can never be internally happy with yourself or your life. Knowing those kinds of things makes it hard to ever be happy. But you have to get past that- live your life to the fullest, do what you love and don't care what everybody else thinks because in the long run you'll be happy and they'll be out on the streets wishing they were you, wishing they had that same optimistic demeanor. I have to say for the first time in awhile I'm truly happy, sure some things get me down but being friendly, kind, and optimistic helps you gain respect as well as being a happy individual. I defiantly like my alone time it helps me unwind. Sometimes I just want to be left alone and I need people to respect that.
As we grow up, we will learn that even the one person that wasn't ever supposed to let you down probably will. You will probably have your heart broken more then once and it gets harder every time. You will break hearts too, so remember how it felt when you got yours broken. You will fight with your best friend. You will blame a new love for something that an old one did. You will cry because time is passing too fast, and you will eventaully lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never seen hurt.
I've come to relize that some people just won't like you and that it shouldn't hurt, but it does. But you just have to brush it off. I can take a joke. But not unneccesary mean comments. The people who don't give a shit, are shit! I can't stand people who are two faced and can't be real. What's the point of being friends with someone when you know they're fake?
I have the best family that anyone could ever, ever ask for. Friends and family is all you really need.

I could be nothing but a memory to you

Don't let this memory fade away

I want to make something bigger than myself. Is that so much to ask for?

The credits are rolling

and we're getting lost again