Well as only my fam & friends know, I am no longer in High school. Been out of the high school loop for over a year and a half now. I've moved on from most childish things that I cherished closely.LIke my first high school crush (turned out to be a jerk) and the fact that giggling over hot guys in a mag is plain foreign to me. :S I hate that I did change but what can one do about change? It's...

I've been feeling shitty and reckless for the past few nights now. I wanna do something careless and raise some hell but i can't... for one thing... i don't want to ruin my parents repuation around these parts of the neighborhood and two... there is no one worthwhile to piss off ('rent's don't count).Lately there;s this one guy that has been on my mind at night. He is off limits to me though... oh...

wow, i can't believe it's already august school is here but i can't go just yet,,,i have to finish my job hours first which is 192....i'm like probably more than half way but i'm excited! but then it's sad that my friends are at school and i'm not...it hurts abit. I really miss school because i'm a nerd...trully i am. i stay in school but honestly there are classes that i tend to ditch...blame the...

ugh...this week was a really tiring one. I'm working this summer to help support myself since money is tight and school is around the corer anyway the type of work i'm doing is really simple 'community service! yeah that kind. I clean around peopl's house, help build constructions like a house, pick up trash, you unordinary stuff it's tiring because some houses are messy! or lifting items like...