Falling in love is something I never saw myself doing. I never once believe that it would come to me. I never thought I'd actually say 'I love you' to someone outside my family. When it happened, I was scared; I ran, and now I see why I ran. I let him in, and I gave him my love. I know I wasn't a good boyfriend. I know that I was never there for him, and that I'm just a bad person all together. I...