I don't know what it is about me. I can never get my work done on time. I always end up makaing some.. excuse. Why do I lie to myself? You're only making it worse for you, Nobody else. Stupid.What's the point anyways?Maybe I should do something stupid.I dunno.I think of how worried I am about failing , and having to deal with the teachers.Then I think, why the fuck am I so scared? I guess if you...

Maybe I should try writing in this thing everyday. Maybe one day I'll look back and be able to understand what was going on in this stupid brain of mine,MaybeMaybeMaybeMy life is full of maybes lately.Insanity is lurking in the back of my mind again. "Again". I say it so naturally, like its all I've ever known. I don't think that's a good thing.I keep having weird dreams lately. The dream I had on...