well hello again,I haven't written anything in a while. Partly because for some reason every time I tried to it wouldn't let me so I gave up. Lets hope it works this time. So I've had this overwhelming feeling to write come over me but sadly I suck at writing my words are never quite eloquent as I'd like them to be. I used to write poems but I've stopped doing that as time went on. My poems were...

Alright well here it goes. I know I said I'd write more but for some reason when I make plans to start doing something it soon all turns to shit. I don't know why I say that like it's some strange occurrence that can't be explained when really It's just because I'm lazy and have a lack of motivation.Lately I have a lack of motivation to do anything at all really. Even things I liked to do. It's...

I'm home all day so I'm going to try and Blog more. I know I'v tried doing this before but I'm going to commit myself this time. I'm hoping if I write something, get my ideas out there, it will help me do something with my life. So To start off I'll re-introduce myself.My Name is Kelsey and I'm a 16 year old aspiring artist. I live in a ridiculous town that drives me crazy. It's full of small...

So the past two days I'v been sent home from school being suspended for my clothing. First of all I will include pictures so you can decide for yourself, but I'd like to say now I was completely appropriate. I was dressed in an out fit much like a girl would wear during the 50's or 40's the first day. I was still however told my shorts were to short and I was showing to much cleavage. They told me...

I keep having this day dream. I'v been having it since yesterday and every time I think of it I get this horribleaching feeling. As if I disparately need it.The day dream goes as fallows, I'm always in this room and it's beautiful. It's pastel colored and has blue greyish hue cast about it because it's raining. For some reason I get this feeling like it's in London but I have no way of knowing...

It seems I always start these the same way so this time I refuse to say what I always start off with.There's something about these white boxes and the blinking cursor telling you to just write something already that is very intimidating. I know I can not possibly be the only person who thinks that. I often wonder why do I even bother writing these things because surely all of you who are reading...

Ok Ok I know this might come off as desperate, and maybe I am, but I put a lot of work into this and I don't want it to go unnoticed.So basically I wrote a poem and I really think its one of the best ones I've ever written and I really would like some feed back but it's only had one reader and I'm sad so say the one reader was me....So I'm just asking if any one doesn't have anything to do could...

Ok Ok I know it's a classic cliche but lets be truthful who hasn't ever at least once asked themselves this question?So who am I any way , I'm Kelsey that's the name that has been granted to me on my birth certificate at least but my name doesn't make up me it's only a name ,"by that which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet" and all that shit. So if I am not Kelsey when really...

Ok well no one ever commented on my last journal entry telling me what the next topic should be. so I guess I'll write about random stuff this time but it would be really helpful if some one left a topic idea this time.Ok is it me or is it weird that when your parents call you in to talk to them it's kind of like you get scared for a second that's some how they found out about some random thing...

Ello to any one reading this .It really doesn't matter to me if any one is but anyway if its possible some one has stumbled apon this hello and feel free to leave a comment about what you think about any of this. Ok to start things off I've decided to make journals more frequently now seeing as all my other entries have been few and far between. I am not completely sure what about so this is where...

OK greetings people of the interwebs. Alright well hello well I've decided to actually write something in these journal things for once, amazing right? Usually I have no idea on what to write in these things because you people ( who ever you may be) probably could care less about what goes on in my life so lets skip the boring details of how i got here and go right to the main topic shall...

Alright peoples. I really hope at least one person read this so I'm not talking to my self >.<. any way hello I"v decided to make a journal to let people know I'm not dead. Not that any one would care because I'm just kinda one of those people who that is pretty much unknown yay me right? Yeah my 15 minutes of fame consisted of a bunch of people freaking out over spelling. Yes that was oh so...

well to day I woke up To the rain which is good for to reasons.1.) my alarm clock oddly didn't go off .2.) I quite like rain its pretty and peaceful.well while I was sitting in the car watching it pour and waiting for my bus to appear I had the urge to listen to Northern Downpour by Panic at the Disco i though it was appropriate. I found this a bit odd because the song has nothing to do with rain...

I find it very funny how I can never think of any thing to write for these things unless I'm upset or something that is painfully stupid. I don't know it's just funny. It has been like forever since I even posted anything on this website at all but I'm taking the chance now to reconnect with the world ( haha even though barley any one reads this I still count it as reconnecting with the...

OK so I don't know..... I'm a blah right now I seriously have no idea what I'm doing with my life. I thing I have borderline personality disorder isn't that nice.Every thing is just so messed up. I hate life and I hate people. I mean like its like every one is just standing there with a dagger in their hand just waiting waiting for just the right time to go and stab you with it.Some of them don't...

why hello there people. so skyler (my french frie) came over yesterday and we were like exreamly hyper. it was amazing hahah i laughed so much i probaly lost 10 pounds xD. and we made a video haha. yep probally gonna make another one tonight. I look like such a weirdo haha. you should watch it becuase I said you should lol. I dont know I want to share my weirdness with the world and this is how i...

Apparently I'm self destructive. I'm hurting my self and I need to knock it off. These are all my mothers words by the way. I don't know maybe I'm crazy I need to be lock up some where so the rest of the world doesn't have to deal with me. Talking with my mother is a waist its always the same routine.My mother tells m siblings to go away and we sit there looking at each other silent for about a...

today was a blah. I don't know my live is like a big incoherent blur right now. irrelevant to "the big picture".What is "the big picture" anyway? We spend each day moving forward, working toward...what? To the day we die? That's a but depressing when you thing about it.That this whole life is pretty much a waist because the big grand scheme of things is just to work up to our last breath. I don't...

OK to day was a horrible day and it just keeps getting worse. My best friend isn't really my friend any more. my other best Friend hates me for some reason and hes ignoring me. and then my boyfriend left me. So I guess its leave Kelsey day and I didn't get the memo. eh and to add to the problems I'm completely in love with my ex who is also my best friends boy friend and blah:/. eh I feel like...

I love how I write journals just randomly when ever like it has no reason for my timing at all. well it rained today. I love the rain I sat out in it for a while till I was forced to come inside:/. well any way I like the rain because it so peace full and it helps me think. and lately I have allot to think about. My life's kinda all mixed up right now. I feel like its like its this place that get...