For those of you that don't know I like a guy but I'm too shy to even say hi to him. Well even though it's not in person I have made an improvement!I sent him a message on myspace but he got off before he got to read it. Even if he doesn't reply I am so proud of myself! Finally I have gotten to talk to him even if it was on the internet. Somehow though I'm thinking that I made a huge mistake and I...

Pictures of him aren't good enough for me anymore because I know that there is so much more to him then a picture on myspace. He has a hard to understand voice that goes along with that beautiful face of his. He can smile with all of his teeth and also laugh. He can make my chest hurt because I'll just simply look at him sleeping on his desk. I think I love him but I don't know anything about him...

Ok so I know it's useless for ME to post something and hope for somebody to reply. Some people do though but they stop talking to me. Well anyway I just realized that I've been a member of mibba for a year and do I have a friend to say that helped me? I don't even have a friend on mibba. I still enjoy it on here though but what I really want is a friend. My best friend has changed and I don't know...

At about 3 in the morning somebody broke into our school. They caught them on tape though and they finally arrested him by the end of the day but it was in the school. His mom was crying.When they found out in the morning that somebody broke in we had to wait outside. I was hoping that it we could stay out for a couple of hours while they dusted for prints and stuff but it only took out 30 minutes...

I cried last night because I feel as if my best friend has been taken away from me. I cried because I felt as if none of my friends loved me. I cried because I don't think anybody wants to help Marina get away from him. I cried because I felt alone. I cried because I wanted to cry in Darrens arms instead of in my room hugging myself.When I woke up some of my thoughts that night felt stupid but I...

Today Jacob got really pissed off at something and for some reason he started yelling at Marina. So she tried to hug him and he pushed her and said that he didn't want to be with her anymore. Almost the whole school that had lunch A saw it and the some people came up to her to make sure she was alright. All of them said that she deserved better and that they were going to jump Jacob for what he...

When I watch him I feel as if Darren is back in a way. He acts just like him in some ways. When I'm by him I just want to reach out and touch his arm. He is so beautiful like Darren. I don't know if I like him like I love Darren but I don't know if I truly love Darren anyway.I know that I'm different to what Marina does when she's in love. When they leave I don't move on the next week. I know that...

Mibba just makes me feel more lonely because I don't have many friends here and myspace just makes me think that I'm ugly and that there's nothing interesting about me. So why do I keep getting on them?:[

some people might think I'm stupid for posting this but oh well.The San Antonio Spurs won their 4th NBA championship in 9 years! wootz!!people were celebrating downtown last night but I could'nt go :[