Hello world. =)I'm writing because I just read something that confuses me.I know you're not supposed to care about people you went out with, especially after you screwed up that relationship to be with someone else, but it turned out they were using you so you felt like shit (can I say that?) But I like to check on him because deep down I still care what happens to him.What is cheating in a...

There used to be someone we could all turn to. yet lately she's been a total bitch. She's Pissed off at me for something she has no business in.Buuut i don't wanna bitch about her because i've really just stopped caring.My legs are killing me... i went for a run around the block and all my ligaments decided to die. so now I'm in pain every step. I should have learned my lesson last time this...

Ok, i'm going to come right out and say this... He's an idiot.He couldn't see he was hurting me.and when I ended it he turned on himself.Now he can't see there are people who care.He's threatening suicide.He doesn't know what it's like to lose someone to that.He gets too caught up in others problems he never fixes his own.His friends are all panicking for his safety.Losing another friend could...

Well, hi.For the past three days, I've been sick. Not as in a runny nose and coughing sick, more sick to the point of a high fever and delirium. This morning my fever broke, but I'm still quite warm, which is good considering it's winter here in Aust, but bad because it means I'm still sick.But that's not the point of this journal, I think there is something seriously wrong with me...I've stopped...

I am a selfish cow, its always all about me, me, me.Just ask my bf's friends.I take up all his time, because its all about me.But he offers it, so why can't I use it?because they want his time too.Like I see him everyday... more or less... we go to the same school. So i shouldn't demand all his time?Maybe because I don't get enough at home?I am ungrateful and selfish.I got a brand new laptop......

I has a quest for you.I want to see who can think to the farthest reaches of abnormality and abstract, and bring me the answers to this list;-Two Hearts from the Same Giver.- A Rose Born from a Lover's Guilt- The Corpse of a Monarch- The Feather of an AngelTry not to think Literally. Though it could be very obvious. xxIt'll help me with my new story by the way. I need clues for what the Characters...

Yes. Hello.I have a list of my odd bits and pieces,such as.... my list of fears...I'm 16 and i'm afraid of:The dark.Under my bed.My closet at night.Open windows at night.The oceanLarge swimming pools.The colour yellow.Escalators.Large crowdsBeing alone.and Possums...I'm paranoid about:SpidersBeing followedBeing watched.Talking to people (mainly adults)and people helping me.I'm also suffering from...

I miss it, back when Disney had it's own original spunky animated ideassuch as:The Lion king- made bugs look delish =)Alice in wonderland ? ( was that 90's?)- well, lets just say... awesomeThe Jungle Book - The best feel good movie- Bear Necessities =)The Little Mermaid - well, it came along and made you wonder about why things were called what they were...Bambi- one of the saddest movies ever......

about my Seventh birthday party...I was turning seven and I had invited about 7-8 people to come and help me celebrate....It was 'B' Themed... we were gonna go bowling, as being in a small town i didn't live that far from a bowling alley.... actually it was three streets away and around the corner... and next to the bus depo... i don't like Barbecue chips but we had them anyway...It was planned...

Dear Non Existent God,Jesus really doesn't care does he?If he did, There would be no hunger or pain.There would be no Third world countries.If he cared, Then no-one would be alone.Emo's wouldn't exist.Suicide wouldn't happen.Innocent people would have been saved from the Holocaust.Wars would have never have happened.Please God.Why do we have these things?Why do we all feel alone?Why can't we all...

Stop screaming out for help!It Only makes it worse.AHHHHHHH!!!! i'm going insane.I'm not crazy,...... am I ?All these sounds, this creative flow.The dogs are barking, the birds are chirping and the sun is shining, and I'm here in my pj's playing Computer games... Is it sad that i actually enjoy shooting people? and Finding new ways to die?Another thing.... Ducks.Ducks are awesome. and completely...

I don't remember the last time i patted my dog... i guess it was 13th of January 2007.. my mum's birthday...I miss him, we put him down because he was getting old and he couldn't walk anymore. Did it have to be then though? couldn't it have waited 24hrs?He wasn't my first dog but he's the only one whom i cared about the most and remember from the day we got him when i was 2 to the day dad took him...

ok. i am sick and tired of being told I'm lazy.i'm sorry that this just sounds like a stuck up bitch. but I'm getting yelled at more and more... i can't take it any longer.i go to school, i try my hardest. i get shit grades....I come home and get yelled at for them."if you studied more. Then you'd get better marks" ... blah blah blah.I'M TRYING MY HARDEST!!!!I try to relax on school holidays......

ok, i live in aust and it is currently bright and sunny out side and warm and all that crap. its also 2:30pm on the 27th. anyways.i went for a walk this morning. and behold.i saw something on the foot path.I walked up to it... and burst out laughing.it was a pregnancy test stick thingy. it was face down but you can tell, from the shape and all.and it was just lying there in the middle of the...

1. kris.2. fluffy animals.3. red cordial4. bubbles.5. monty python.6. a mars bar and a can of coke, for brekkie8. Red rock chips9. making weird sounds.10. chocolate cake.11. pancakes for dinner12. no parental/teacher supervision13. i missed the number 714. the fact you noticed or you didn't15. you just went back and looked16. My very odd sense of humor.17. little old ladies looking in sexy...

Some other things, which effected me.In January 2004, my Father went to the UAE, which was, effectively, a war zone. This left me, who was close to him at that time, devastated. i lost 10kgs during that time and then gained 13kgs three weeks before he returned.on 13th January 2007, my first year of high school. we put down my beloved dog Khan. I still miss him dearly and mention of him makes me...

I'm sorry i broke the Promise, Kris.But life got me down and it was stabbing me in the back.I cut my upper arms. Left leg, stomach and side.I watched every last drop of blood trickle down.then i cut another just to see more.Maybe tonight I'll cut my Right leg and opposite side.Or slit my wrists and be done away with.To those who read this, Know.I did this to end the Pain and suffering that i have...

I have an erratic thought process and was told this would help.... she suggested telling someone about my story and see if they can help me, help myself:I was born into a military family, In Katherine N.T Aust. I spent Three years of my life there before my dad was posted to Sale. Vic. Aust. There we spent seven years. And in four different houses. I was always a strange person. I guess it was my...