I am emotionally ill equpited...read for more

Ever since I've been a little girl I hated having those serious heart felt moments between people. I hate them! I hate talking about my emotions and I hate it when someone (especially my mother for some reason) talks to me about their emotions.I never am comfertable when someone I don't know all that well spills their guts out. Mostly because it just gives me the willies...why would you want to...
September 2nd, 2008 at 05:52am

Advise needed!

Ok, first off I have always known what I wanted to do in life...and that was become an archaeologist (person who digs up bones)I know a little weird but my dream is to find Cleopatra or some other famous dead ancient person.But lately I've been thinking about it and here is what I came up with...it sounds selfish!Completely selfish! I don't wanna help the world I wanna dig up bones!I mean only...
July 30th, 2008 at 07:48pm

Happy Birthday 18!!

Yeah.I am 18 years old finally.The last of my friends to turn 18 and I still feel like I'm 16.I don't feel older at all. And I'm lazy to. I was just thinking yesterday about how I get to register today...now I just don't wanna move lol.But the excitement hasn't started yet...I havnt even gotten any presents yet :PI will register to vote of course...I'm just lazy to do it right now...I'm also going...
July 22nd, 2008 at 06:49pm

Penelope

I have never heard of this movie until yesterday. Now I am counting down the days till it comes out on DVD so I can see it! (July 15th)James McAvoy...oooh yeah.. a major reason for my wanting to see it. But also because it just looks really really good. Has anyone else seen this? If so could you tell me your opinion about the movie..whether you liked it or not and would you recommend it.NO...
July 13th, 2008 at 03:47am

Question of the day...at least my day. Why have babies?

I mean REAAAAAAAAAAAALLLY peoplewhy on earth do young girls have babies...and then not take care of them..BUT on their myspaces all it has on there is how much their baby means to them and how they love being a mother but really its someone else being the mother!!!!!!!!!!My stupid sister got knocked up at age 19. Had a beautiful baby girl, whom i love and adore. But heres the kicker...and I just...
June 27th, 2008 at 02:03am

Adult fan fiction...

Ok, I have a guilty pleasure...i like fan fiction stories...especially the ones on adult fan fiction.comactually...to be more honest...i like the harry potter ones...and to be even MORE truthful... i like draco/hermione ones....yeah i know...its not how the books have it but hes sooo hot! =]hahaanyway i recently started reading a story on that website called 'the baby project' and i LOVE IT!!!...
May 26th, 2008 at 02:00am

Dear Prudence...

I have a question...a real question that has been bothering me for quite some time._And no the Beatles song has nothing to do with it..im just listening to it right now_Anyway, my family fights, all the damn time. And i don't mean little fights, i mean huge, yelling ,hitting, biting sometimes.And tonight my grandparents fought with my sister....yelling and screaming right in front of my sister's 1...
May 14th, 2008 at 04:35am

My last week of school

Yay!!!! I am excited for a few reasons right now.One, I got my computer back, after being with out if for what seems like forever!and two, this week marks my last and final week of high school...for ever!!!It is great...My senior year hasn't exactly been the best though. I started off moving out of my mother's house and into my grandma's. Then i didnt speak to my mother for 5 months after that,...
May 13th, 2008 at 12:12am

You were the last good thing about this part of town...

My friend always loved that song....For those of you that read my last blog...my best friend died not even a month ago.I've been thinking about him alot since then...of course.But tonight I feel that since I can't confide in my friends what happend...maybe the awsome people on mibba would understand....Last night, I had the sinking feeling all over again. Exactly how I felt the day after he had...
February 29th, 2008 at 02:03am

My best friend died on Sunday

he did.He had cancer.He has been battling it for 3 yearsI loved himI've never felt so aloneI miss himWorst of all i'm afraid to call any of my friends....especially my best friend(who was his girlfriend)My heart has been brokenI feel a dark deep hole in my stomachThe looks on his family's faces today made me cry worseHe was everything to everyoneThis is randomThis is surrealThis hurts....I can't...
February 9th, 2008 at 11:38pm

Did I do something bad??

I honest to God don't think so....but maybe you guys can help me figure it out.ok, so i have this friend of mine....i USE to date him(if you can call it that), for a month back in my freshman year of high school. (i am a senior now)well i dumped him cause he was just.....acting like more of a friend then anything so..yeah...i also realized that i didn't like him as much as i thought i did.Well...
January 31st, 2008 at 12:34am

"No one will ever like you"

I AM SO SICK OF PEOPLE SAYING THAT ABOUT ME!my mother's boyfriend said that about me last night. I'm so mean to people that no one will ever like me.First off, I have TONS of people who like me. Maybe not in the romantic way but yes I DO have friends. He is nothing but a f****** drug dealer. I HATE HIMWhy would he even say that? Please do me a favor Dale...(his name) ACT YOUR DAMN AGE AND NOT YOUR...
January 9th, 2008 at 04:02am

I cant do it anymore...

I really can't.I'm 17 and I'm mother basically to an 8month old babyI get yelled at for EVERYTHING, even though I'm not the one the person yelling is mad at.I am so completly sick of this...this thing called a family.My family loves to place the blame on everyone else EXCEPT themselfs. No one cares.I've been basically kicked out of my mom's house, and now my grandparents seem to not even want me.I...
January 8th, 2008 at 09:45am

I hate this...

Before I was banned from journals...for the second time...I posted a journal about my best friend who had cancer and thought it was 'in control' but it had came back so he was in the hospitial again but this time with absolutly no ammunites at all.Now today, I learned from my other friend that after he had his bone marrow transplant (that his dear 9-year-old sister had done for him) his kidney's...
January 5th, 2008 at 05:04am

My final year of high school

Well...its finally here! 2008, a year I've been looking foward to for a long time. I graduate this year in June....no more High School for me.I don't know how I feel about this...although the normal feelings do come up, happiness, sadness, regrets, etc.But different thoughts come to my mind,one of them makes me especially happy:I'll never have to walk down that hallway again and see all the...
January 3rd, 2008 at 02:22am