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@ Lyra
Same here! Hahaha.

@ CallusedSilk
Oh, you have no idea how happy it makes me to hear that you plan on finishing the story. It is seriously one of my favourite fan fics of all time. The day I get the update notification will be the best ever! And thanks for replying!

@ Indigo Umbrella
I don't blame you, if anyone I knew in real life ever read some of the smuttier stuff I write...I think I'd die. The thought actually makes me want to panic...

Aw, thank you! I'm hoping to maybe start updating it again this summer, but first I'm going to do some minor editing to what's already posted. However, I do pretty much have the entire thing plotted, so it's just a matter of getting it written. xD

There's a ton of stuff I need to get caught up on too. Ugh.

Hahaha. I'm still not sure if I'm going to let him read my smutty chapters. We'll see when I get there, I guess. I don't even think I can let him read my fluff chapters, to be honest.

@ Indigo Umbrella
Eeeek, and I can't wait for you to get back to it either! I loved that story so much! But sometimes other stories just need to told first. I've just been catching up on other shows, but I will get to SHIELD as soon as I can. I heard it's great.

And oh my god lol. I almost feel sorry for him hehehe. *giggles maniacally*

I really wish you were awake right now =(

I actually cannot wait to get to his and Clara's stories again. But I had to write Bucky's first or I was going to die. Cap's story too. Ommigod. Yeah, I want to watch Agents of SHIELD but I get charged for data usage and watching TV shows just sucks up my data like no one's business. I've already gone over this month. *Sigh* :( Plus, I'd rather write than watch a full season of something. But my husband has seen all the episodes so he's going to be my beta for me.

And I have to share this conversation we had earlier because I was dying laughing. He has never read any of my work before, aside from a few one shots. So I told him I was afraid of him reading my smut chapters and this is what happened.

Him: Why, is this your first smut?
Me: *Throws head back and laughs* Is this my first smut, he asks.
Me: This ain't my first rodeo, boy.
Him: You said you didn't like smut that much.
Me: Oh hon.

@ Indigo Umbrella
You more than do Tony justice. I can tell you've enjoyed writing him, and it makes it all the more enjoyable to read. I haven't watched Agents of SHIELD yet, but I'm sure any tweaks will only make the story more awesome. Anything you write is amazing!

^.^ Thanks! Writing for Tony is so much fun. I'm always afraid I'm not doing him justice. So I just up the snark and occasionally throw in some heroic moves and bam.

Also, I've just been informed that there are a few changes I'm going to have to make since I didn't watch Agents of SHIELD. So when the next update comes up the previous chapters are going to be tweaked to make it more accurate.

@ Lyra
Lol. Well it's super good and I can't wait for you to watch it!

@ Indigo Umbrella
No need to thank me for commenting hun, I can't not let you know how much I love your stuff. That would be a crime! And like I said, I knew there would be spoilers, so no need for apologies on that front either. I read the warnings, I just proceeded in spite of them hehe. It won't stop me from watching the film so no harm done. I super excited to read more!

Oh my gosh! Thanks for the comment on Monster. I'm sorry about the spoilers but I'm really glad you like it. ^.^

Thanks so much for leaving a comment on TJH :D I can't to start writing once Indigo gets another chapter out :D MUCH LOVE!

Thanks for the comment! I've started a lot of LotR stories but I've never posted one before now. (I might be inspired to start posting them if this one goes well. Lol.) But thanks! I think I'm in charge of the next chapter too so I'll get it up as soon as I get it written.

OOOOH! Okay. Yeah, I was confused for a second.

I like the idea of sewing because I want to make costumes and design stuff and if I ever had a daughter I wanted to make her historically accurate Disney princess dresses. But I sew like a four year old. My sister can sew though and she doesn't like designing stuff. So she said we can put our heads together and I can come up with the designs and she can make them. However, she lives 1200 miles away. Lol. I also lack the patience. I think I could draw a million times better too if I took my time. Sewing is the worst in that aspect.

My dad is the king of the bullies. I am not offended at all. He's freaking mean. And he does stuff like all the time and gets pissed off when anyone stands up to him about it. And that's exactly it! Like that's the most fucking disrespectful thing you can do to someone. Even if you're "pretending."

I'm just too scared to stand up for myself because he's my lifeline at the moment. And I can end up homeless and have my kid taken from me because of him. And he knows that and abuses that. But I have absolutely no place else to go at all and I'm terrified of going to anyone for help because I don't want them to just think the solution is to take my kid and not me. And I can't live without that kid. And then I'd be homeless because my dad would find out that I called abuse on him and I'd be on the streets without my kid and I'd have no reason to keep breathing.

And also, I don't think he's going to help me move out. I wanted to rent an apartment in this complex since he's going to take over as manager and I still need him for rides. My husband got evicted last year and I was on the lease. But the manager said it was okay, he would make sure it didn't affect me because I wasn't living there at the time. But my dad said he can't rent to me because of it. I think he just wants to keep me in his grasp so he can keep taking my money. But I told him if he won't rent to me then the money I was going to use (I have enough to pay my rent six months in advance) is going toward a car and driving lessons.

Thanks. ^.^

@ Indigo Umbrella
Sorry, Creche is what we call Daycare over here.

The thing is, I liked sewing. I just couldn't do it. Same with kniting. I want to be able to do it, but I just lack the skill necessary for it. Probably because I've got short, stubby fingers :(

Your dad sounds a bit like a bully to be honest (sorry if I offend you). You don't 'jokingly' spit in someone's face. I'd rather be hit than spat on. It's not just rude and disrespectful, but it's also plain disgusting. Nobody deserves to be treated like that. You just need to stand up to him. When you stand your ground, you show them just how unreasonable they are. It might take a while for them to get the message, but it's normally effective. I can't believe he would do that to your son as well. Even if you two have your problems, he shouldn't be dragging your son into it. I hope you get your own place sorted out soon, at least then you won't have to put up with such awful behaviour.

Don't worry about ranting. I'm always here if you ever need to talk. Sometimes you just need to get stuff off your chest :)

Honestly, I draw a straight line better without a ruler. I don't know what it is about rulers but I fuck them up constantly. Lol. *Whispers* What's a creche? And I'm terrible at sewing too. I hate sewing with a passion. I can just draw. That's it. I can't paint. Can't build. Can't use rulers. Can't sew. But I can draw.

That's not true. I also knit fairly well. I just suck at following patterns and also creating my own knits without a pattern.

My dad just... ugh. He pisses me off so much. I love him when I don't have to live with him. But I hate living with him. He's so fucking mean all the time and just complains all the time. And bends over backwards for my other siblings but won't do shit for me. Yet he expects me to take care of him. Like literally, in his own words "take care of" him. Because I'm the oldest so apparently it's my job to clean up after everyone without complaining and cook all of the meals. And also be there to listen whenever he wants to talk even if I'm in the middle of important school work. GAH!
That's exactly what my dad does. He will straight up deny something even if a whole room full of people call him out on it. And he'll like make shit up to build his own alibi even if you can't have an alibi in a room full of witnesses. And for the most part I just humor him because if I dare to correct him he will completely fly off of the handle and throw me out of the house.
He actually did that a few weeks ago. Because he "jokingly" spit in my face. And I don't care who the fuck you are, even "fake" spitting in my face is fucking disrespectful. And I told him I didn't like it and he called me bitchy and said I was just in a bitchy mood. And I was like "Okay, whatever mood I'm in. I don't like people spitting in my face." But he kept insisting that he was "joking." And I was like "Okay, I don't like people 'pretending' to spit in my face." And he started screaming at me and told me to leave. So I took my son and was walking out the door when he told me to get my shit. So I turned back around to get my stuff and he blocked me and wouldn't let me get my stuff and started screaming in my face about how he won't tolerate being disrespected in his own house. So I turned back around and walked out the door. And my fucking step-mom wouldn't come get me. I had no place to go. All I asked her to do was find a shelter for me so I could have a warm place to take my son. It was freezing. And my dad blocked me from getting my phone so I had to have my sister call when she caught up with me halfway to the park. But she was busy getting her nails done and didn't have time to help me look for a number. So I had to go back and he was telling me he never spit in my face and never kicked me out even though my sister was like "Yes, you did. You said this and this and this and did this and blah blah blah." And he straight up said, "No, I didn't." -_- Like we just made up this whole story for no reason. Then he told me we had to let it be "water under the bridge." Which translates to "I did something fucking horrible and you stood up for yourself for once and instead of being a fucking man and apologizing I'm going to pretend it never happened and continue to manipulate you for money and housekeeping and bragging rights as I watch you struggle to get on your feet."

Sorry, I just ranted a whole lot.

@ Indigo Umbrella
Haha, well at least you have it now I suppose. I would love to be able to draw or be artistically creative, but I can't draw a straight line with a ruler so I pretty much suck. Which isn't great when you work in a crèche and you have to do art. I can come up with ideas for art no problem, but I can't execute them. I suck at sowing as well, so my home economics teacher hated me in sowing classes. My hands are useless at anything other than typing :(

Wow, that was harsh of your dad, especially to a five year old. My mam would have killed my dad if he said that. My dad doesn't make a big deal when you give him stuff, but he always says thanks and I know he appreciates it. The whole denial thing reminds me of my mam actually. If you say something that puts her in a bad light or makes her feel guilty, she'll deny it happened. It doesn't matter how many witnesses there are, it just didn't happen. Which really irritates me, 'cos you should own up to your mistakes and just apologise, you know?

I know! I can't wait to use it! To be honest I think he bought it for himself. Hahaha. He always claimed that making art was easy and my stole my old Wacom tablet, even though it was the cheapest crappiest version and we didn't have Photoshop. Then he got this one and was like "Wait, this is harder than it looks." And gave it to me. But I'm not complaining because it's awesome.

Me to. Shopping for my son this last year was the BEST. I've never been able to afford Christmas for him so having money was awesome. He made out like a bandit.
My dad has always been like that. Once when I was little I handmade him this ladybug paperweight in school for Father's Day. And my mom really liked it and wanted me to give it to her. But I was determined to give it to my dad even though he was never around. So finally I got to see him and I gave him this ladybug and he was like "I love it. But next time buy me something." And I was FIVE. And I CRIED. And to this day he swears he never said that. But I remember it clearly and I've never forgiven him.
He is totally awesome. ^.^