Stressed + I Think My Writing Sucks

Today was stressful again. As I mentioned in a brief update, I live with my boyfriend at his parents. His Mom has progressive MS. It's just been going downhill since March.Today she was taken to the hospital again(we basically take her once a week at this rate). She just said she was in unbearable pain, and we can't do anything to help her or get her to calm down.Well they came back a lot sooner...
May 18th, 2020 at 06:17am

Speed Run Update

Hello, hello. I have not been on here at all. A lot has happened on my end, and just haven't been motivated to be on here due to the massive site problems(sorry, not sorry).I can spend hours writing everything out in detail, but I'm just going to do some highlights with some context if that's alright?So I dropped off the grid in October last year. What happened?**Trigger warning of mental health...
May 7th, 2020 at 02:20am

Disability Leave + Holiday Frenzy + I am Still Alive

HEY GUYS!!!Once again, I have been MIA. But my mental health has really plummeted.I am safe, and overall healthy/okay! It is time to catch up!------------Disability LeaveSo as of now, I am on disability leave from work for at least the next 4 weeks. I am still getting paid, I still have my job, and I plan on going back to work.Long story short, I had a crisis/breakdown at work. I was just holding...
November 26th, 2018 at 08:31pm

Berry Sims! + Sims CC Blog

GUYS!So for awhile now I have been following these sims blogs on tumblr. They were doing Berry Sims challenges/legacies. What is a berry Sim? It's brightly colored, or pastel sims. Perfect Examples on this blog!I was just in...complete awe by how amazing these sims were made. I loved the way they looked, they were all gorgeous, and I just wanted to do it too. The only problem? I had no idea where...
July 29th, 2018 at 10:12pm

Medication Update + Anime

Hello, hello!I just wanted to give a quick update to you guys about my ADD medication.So, I can confirm the three cups of coffee I had the morning I first took my medication is what f*cked me up. For this week I have taken the ADD medication, and not not consume any coffee or energy drinks. Happy to say, I was fine! Still have been adjusting to the medication, but I did not feel wired/drugged like...
July 22nd, 2018 at 03:39pm

Medication Troubles + Tumblr

Hi Mibba!I wanted to talk about the new medications I am on. So I saw the psychiatrist a bit ago, and she prescribed me ADD/HDHD medication. Won't say the name(because I honestly can't remember it and I'm too lazy to get up and check). They are gray tablets though(27 mg as well)It is a 12 hour lasting drug. So therefore I gotta get my a** up early to take it. I got up at 7:30 AM and took it. Going...
July 20th, 2018 at 03:08pm

The Love is Real!

WOW!That is all I can say to the first part of my newest story As Red As Blood.Within the first hour I had 6 reccs, 4 subscribers, and 4 comments.THANK YOU EVERYONE!Thank you to all who have showed loved to that story and my other story End of the Line.You all have made my week! For real!Thank you, thank you, THANK YOU!Also, side note. I love dating someone who I can share my writing with and...
July 15th, 2018 at 05:49am

Shout Outs!

Hello Mibba! I have been on this site for a very long time(I joined when I was 14). I grew up on this site. And I couldn't ask for a better writing community than this one! I just felt the urge to give shout outs, because these people deserve it!**Please note: Don't be offended if I didn't/forgot to give you a shout out in this blog. I do appreciate everyone on this site!**MandyMandy, I remember...
July 12th, 2018 at 02:44pm

Graphics? + Reccs!

Hello everyone! How are you beautiful people?Me?I am home sick with the beginning phases of strep throat(YAAAY!). I am on some pain medicine and some antibiotics right now. I am starting to improve though as the day goes on. So I should be better within the next day or two.Anyway, I am in need of some graphics right now with all the new stories I will be posted.Why am I making a blog instead of...
July 11th, 2018 at 06:28pm

Got the Writing Spark Back!

Guys, I am being attacked by plot bunnies right now. I never thought this day would come. I THINK I OVERCOME MY TERRIBLE WRITERS BLOCK! Between my new story, and entering a contest my brain is just popping up ideas left and write. It honestly feels good. I feel like I am finally contributing to the community with my own work.New Story!I know, I know, I have a few other stories that are collecting...
July 9th, 2018 at 04:27am

Forever Grateful

HI MIBBA! I had quite a bit to drink, so bare with me with spelling and grammar errors.So a few days ago, the ASUS Laptop my ex gave me completely crapped out on me. I saw this coming for a long time now as it was slowly dying as I continued to use it, but I was still...sad that it crapped out. It was completely unusable at this point.And you know what my boyfriend and friend did for me?Instead of...
June 29th, 2018 at 03:42am

Real Talk...

THIS SONG speaks to my soul on so many levels. Sorry it's in the form of a link. I honestly forget how to post youtube videos on this site.For those who didn't click on the link, the song is Paranoid by Post Malone.I listen to this song when I'm on the verge of a panic attack, or my anxiety is overwhelming. It is extremely relatable.Tell me why I can't get no reliefWonderin' when they'll come for...
June 18th, 2018 at 05:03pm

Adderall

I'm sorry I could not come up with a more creative title. But I just got to get out what is on my mind, and organize my thoughts before I see the psychiatrist in an hour.My therapist is telling me I have ADD/ADHD. I know there is a difference between the two, but I can't remember which one he said. I'm leaning towards ADD. He told me I should of known this years ago, and have been deprived of...
June 12th, 2018 at 03:45pm

Sims Shenanagins!

Okay, I have been on a sims binge for the past three days. I AM SUCKED BACK INTO THE SIMS ADDICTION! It's all I want to do. And if I'm not playing it, I'm thinking about playing it.Anyone else hype for Seasons? I am beyond HYPED for it. Seasons has always been my favorite expansion pack in all the sims games. So it's about time they are releasing this. I hate how expensive it is though...I'm still...
June 4th, 2018 at 01:18am

Allergic Reaction + Rambles

HI MIBBA!So Wednesday night I started a new medication. The next day I woke up to what looked like welts/bug bites all down my right leg. They were very itchy and red. At first I freaked out thinking I has some sort of bug thing going on in my room. But I took the medicine again the following night, then woke up with more of these welts/bite looking marks on my body. I told my mom and asked...
May 26th, 2018 at 04:19pm

We Are Official + New Phone

So on May 19, 2018, I became official with Jon(the guy I was seeing). It's been over six months since my break up, and I was tired of worrying what everyone would think of me if I found someone else. We got into voice on discord, and he said he wanted to ask me something. I replied with "I think I know what it is."I said he was going to ask me when we are going to be official. He said no, it was...
May 21st, 2018 at 03:35am

Post Malone + Inspired + Chrome Troubles

HI EVERYONE! I know, it's been a hot minute. With the lag, and internet problems, mibba has been unusable for me for a good bit of time. I reinstalled chrome, and mibba was still unsaleable for my(freezing and lagging out). I have no other issues on any other site. Hina and a few others told me to try a different browser all together. So now I am on FireFox, and mibba magically works with no...
May 16th, 2018 at 12:31am

My First Waxing Experience

**This blog contains some TMI. If you get uncomfortable reading TMI stuff, don't continue to read.**So on Tuesday was my first waxing experience EVER in my life. What did I get done? Brazilian wax to be exact. I go to this nail salon that also does waxing. They have a whole big list of what they do waxing wise. I have been thinking for awhile about doing the brazilian.Just a heads up, I have been...
May 10th, 2018 at 10:25am

Weirdos + Some Recommendations

I have a game on my phone called Words With Friends. Basically it's just scrabble. I really like playing it. It helps pass some time, and it is satisfying to whoop someones a** when I'm hardcore winning. I play with my mom too!There are just so many weirdos on Words With Friends. I play randoms because I honestly have two people in real life to play with, and that's not enough. But I honestly hate...
May 6th, 2018 at 03:00pm

Hospital Blues + Diet Advice/Help

So I have been MIA for a good bit now. I have had major health problems going on. April 18 I got really sick. I was throwing up constantly. I could keep nothing down no matter what. The following day, same symptoms and I threw up blood.Freaking out, I called off of work and went in to the stomach doctor. He gave me some meds to hold me over for the weekend. He then scheduled an emergency endoscopy...
May 5th, 2018 at 05:16pm