The feeling of living your whole life not breathing, gasping for air. Living in tears as you want to breathe, want to live. Like someones hand is clogging your air tube so tightly that not even a little breathe can go through. It's hard to live with yourself when the tears can't stop running you wanna breathe. You try to remove the hand but it's like permanently there. As you gasp for air through...

The ability to say no to sexDump a boyfriendGet high on lifeLife my liveBe myselfFeel safe in mans armsWho I had only meet a few days agoAnd drinking MonsterSeptember Sixth:The usual weekend for a teen without a job, spend every cent you have left from a birthday or something on something small like hot chocolate even when it's a hot enough day anyways. Makes no scene on my part, but then again...