I don't know what to do anymore. I've changed so much & I don't even know why or how. I used to walk around & be happy. But now I've turned into something that I hate. I talk too loud, I keep secrets. (Every gurll is entitled to her own secret rightt?). I don't know who to trust. There's so much drama. I never thought high school would be like this. I love it but then again it's tearing us...

I need her. I miss her. At the time when I need her the most, she's gone. Every day I'm reminded of something that was good. Why did she have to go? All we had were two years. She was the only person that ever really understood me. I really wanna see her. I remember the sleepovers, the mall, & the park. And the time we made our car with tupac and biggie on the sides. She always looked out for...