I have been thinking a lot about my social life. Usually, I say "screw it, I'm tired." But I have come to the conclusion that I don't really fit in with people my own age. Supposedly, I am very "old" for my age... I apparently have been from a young age. It's funny to me because I never got to be a hellraiser like my brother.The friends I do find a fondness for are leaving to pursue higher...

It was my birthday yesterday. None of my friends called or even messaged me a generic happy birthday. This seems to be nothing new, actually. It just seems to be one of those small things that makes me hate having to fear that day even year. I would not have taken it so personally if I had not been with my friends not too long ago celebrating a big surprise they planned for someone who is nine...