Rushing Stories

Throughout my long lived career of posting things on Mibba and eventually taking them off because I lose inspiration i've come to recognize my problem. I post anything I write wayyy too early in the game. Constantly i'm writing one chapter, pausing to spend more time making the story page and making a layout than actually writing, and then throwing the story onto the back burner once I post a...
March 7th, 2016 at 05:44am

Mibba Friends

So today I ended up browsing through old message threads i've got in my inbox and I found a couple that were between me and this nice lady that I talked to for many, many months.We were borderline friends I believe, I mean we read each other's stories and talked and shared random stories of our lives. We shot ideas at each other and complained to each other and...well we just shared stuff like...
October 8th, 2013 at 04:03am

Procrastination nation, flooding, and The Wanted.

Hey random people that have decided to stop into my little alcove that I call my own on Mibba. As the title suggests i'm procrastinating and writing this blog to hopefully get in the mood to write and/or edit another chapter of my story Promise Me The Stars. (Nice story plug right?)So i'm sitting here on Tumblr and Mibba being bored and watching baby pandas on TV. They're adorable! I mean I want...
August 23rd, 2013 at 04:45pm

Relapse.

I don't know what in the hell is wrong with me. I don't know what came over me and got me to cut myself in a fucking parking lot but I did it. And I felt better, and I can't take that thought. I haven't cut myself since I was in the eighth grade and about to kill myself. I got over my depression by myself and lived and thrived and now I feel like i'm falling slowly back to square one.I was in the...
July 28th, 2013 at 04:24am

Pissed to the Max.

Ugh i'm just so pissed off right now I have to rant.Everything is pissing me off right now and I don't know why. It's like i'm PMSing but i'm not haha.First off my dog, I let her out to go to the bathroom, she's out there for twenty minutes so I let her back in. And she just pees on the floor by the door. Like what in the hell Penny! I just let you out and....gah!Then my mom comes home and yells...
June 13th, 2013 at 03:31pm

I'm Homeless!

EMERGENCY! EMERGENCY!So guess what! No one will guess this one!My mom and grandma are fighting like they have been for the last seven months but it's gotten to a new level this morning! Gma owns the house we live in and plans on selling it on the first of the year. We have no money and there's no way in hell my grandmother is going to give us half the profit of the house because she owns it as...
December 20th, 2012 at 07:46pm

Accepting Hate Now. (M. Shadows has a kid?+writing news.)

So....I just found out M. Shadows of Avenged Sevenfold has a kid. Am I the only one?! If so you can throw stones at me until I die. It's so shocking! How in the heck did I miss that?!Well the shock is wearing off now and I'm going to talk about some other things so this isn't the shortest blog entry ever.So if anyone reads this and is currently reading my story Rocks Painted Gold and read it's...
November 6th, 2012 at 03:45am

Drafts hate me! :'(

GAH MIBBA!!Okay so it may not be your fault that i'm so flustered and yelling, causing my brother to ask me if i'm having a seizure. BUT! It is your application that's making me do the above therefore i'm all...mad!So I was writing another chapter for my story and I save it in a draft because my internet is messing up and I didn't want to lose it. And let me tell you I had written A LOT of the...
August 7th, 2012 at 08:53pm

Sitting With The Elders

Okay so it's Thursday July 5th. Day after my great aunts 44th b-day and I’m still winding down from the party. It was a crazy party, full of drunks and cake and 13 different kinds of potato salad. I've developed some kind of cough, well it feels like there's a lump in my throat. Damn those drunks and their germs.But now my mother has gotten a job (yay for not being ridiculously poor anymore),...
July 5th, 2012 at 07:03pm

Douche Canoe of the year award goes to.....

Merry after Christmas everyone!!Well as the title goes I'm about to crown the douche canoe of the year. And today, that just might go to my cousin. Cameron. He's a year older then me and quite cranky this morning. He keeps hitting me with crap and...haha....let me tell ya, if you've ever been hit by a 16 year old ginger. Well you know it's fracking annoying.And it doesn't help that every other...
December 29th, 2011 at 06:02pm

Suicidal tendencies don't stay dead. (No pun intended.)

So there's been a lot of fighting, with myself at least, if I would post this journal entry or not. But I guess I will. Because why have writing that someone's not going to read. I mean it may be embarrassing, may make people think you're insane. But the sheer fact that someone's reading it, that someone out there knows how you feel. Well it makes me feel better in a way.One year ago I was...
December 12th, 2011 at 06:37am

GAHH MIBBA!!!

Mibba! Gosh I feel so abusive towards you. I haven't had anything written or published story wise in....well forever. It's like everything I write turns out crappy and I don't feel like poisoning your greatness by publishing it. I'm constantly writing but I feel like a loser that can't write :(Anyway. I've been thinking. (since thinking is the only thing I do.) Exchange student. I want to be one....
November 3rd, 2011 at 05:51am

Would You Read This Story? +Halloween. What did you do?

Okay so I was playing around with some story ideas and I kind of have a rough draft of the first chapter of a story.It's about an Italian girl who gets sent away by her parents to a school in America. I really like the whole culture difference part of it and I'm debating whether or not to make it an Avenged Sevenfold fan-fic or not. (cause I love them people XD) And I wasn't so sure about making...
November 2nd, 2011 at 01:43am

Halloween. To go or not to go?

Well it's Halloween and that means it's time for. Candy, fun, costumes etc. And it seems like every year since I was born i've gone trick or treating with friends and stuff. Well now i'm 15 and it seems as though only 4 people are going. Me, my sister, mom, and grandma. I don't want to go but my mother says I have to. Becasue EVERY year for her whole life she's gone trick or treating and just...
October 31st, 2011 at 10:51pm