I don't even know if I should say anything. It might just make everything worse. But I'm going to take someones advice and actually follow through with it.So, I feel like shit to put it nicely. I don't know how exactly to discribe it but it feels like someones tearing out my insides, and laughing at me while doing it. I feel like crying all the time. I used to be a happy person, And now I just...